I can still remember the first time very well.
I have always said Thank you. But I've never really said Sorry.
Because I didn't know, I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry that it makes me cry.
Can you still believe that I love you?
Can I still tell you that I love you?

Please don't ask me why, that would make me feel worst .
I can't explain further. Maybe one day I'll have the courage to say it. But not now. I just felt like I had to write something about it here, because it's Tao, and because these are my most precious thoughts about Tao.