Can you let me breath for a moment? Just a second? I swear I can't take it no more T_T

Today was a bit hard for me, I'm not going to talk about my country because you won't see this anyway, but there's something else you should know; today I've saved what it seems like over 200 pics of you. Maybe over 300... I couldn't even count them... So can you understand how THIS is hard for me? I'm not only talking about how my fingers hurt now, I'm also talking about how every and each one of your pics can hurt my soul and I can't even stop or give up... It feels like, if I have so many pics of you, I can know every one of your movements, you seem to be a bit closer. But then again I realize how far you are...

I am tired I swear...