You know, I'm really really thankful to every and each one of you, all of you who keep reading my posts and commenting.

I always read your comments, and you always make me smile with your sweet words.

When I was feeling down that time, you helped me get through my depression and I swear even my closest friend couldn't understand me or help me with anything. When you said "You've damaged yourself", I wanted to explain, and I wrote a long post. I ended up feeling a lot better and got back to normal.

When you always cheer me up with your "hwaiting", when you ask me "what is wrong?" and when you say you ship me with that dump ugly panda (ignore me) I smile wild and I feel like the whole world wants me to be with him.

And now I came here again, as if writing my thoughts will help resolve all my problems and get through all my worries.

I just wrote few words, just what I felt, "giving up", and when I came back I found you here again, to cheer me up and to make me smile. And I have to say that just seeing the words "I ship you with him" makes me go wild.

I'm really lucky to have you all! I love you all even if we've never met!

And even if I won't meet that dump ugly panda, I still have you and I'm glad I've known you all!

Thank you ♥

Now, back to why I've come here. Well, I only know the bias of few of you, there seems to be dump ugly panda biased here and I'm sorry if sometimes you feel like I'm acting stupidly when I call him My love, my heart, my everything... and things like that. It's not like I'm having him for myself, he's not mine and I'll never be his. I just feel like calling him that way... I may know how you feel reading it because I have to admit that, I, myself, sometimes feel jealous when someone calls him like that, even if I know he will never be their property, just like me, because we're his... "fans" (I would have loved to call it