I remember when SUJU went to France for Super Show and I was kinda depressed because they were so close but I couldn't see them. I'm living that depressing again. No actually, it's worse now.... He's been to France then went to Spain.... He's in Barcelona right now and I.... I'm in Tunisia.... WE'VE NEVER BEEN THIS CLOSE NEVER WILL BE CLOSER AND I SO DAMN MISSED THIS CHANCE TO SEE HIM T_____T  It's not like going to Spain or France is something easy (I actually need lots of money to go) but it surely cost a lot less than to go to Korea or China so I obviously couldn't afford it especially that they're not there for a concert (I mean how can I spend money on going there just to see him walking in the streets or in the airport -or maybe my bad luck wouldn't even let me meet him- while I'm saving money to see him in a concert or a fanmeeting?) BUT TO THINK THAT HE'S CLOSE SO CLOSE THAT WE'VE NEVER BEEN THIS CLOSE MAKES ME SO SAD TT______________TT