حبوبييي يا روحييي انتيييي يا قلبي يا عمري نحبّك نحبّك نمووووت عليييييييك نحبّك نحبّك نحبّآآآآآك

I got out of control again and he can't even understand this!

And I'm sorry if you don't understand what I wrote I can't really find a proper translation and you can't google it cause it's not in literal Arabic I used our everyday talked Arabic and I can't even translate it but well I'm just telling him how much I love him and that is how I act when things get out of control, right now I feel like my heart is going to explode, I feel like I love him million times more than before, I don't know why this feeling came so suddenly, well I've always loved him that's not something new, but... right now it's like my love for him has become way stronger and I can't I just can't control it and he's making things worse with his cuteness, his squishiness, his loveliness aaargh I'm going crazy T_T

I love you my one and only HUANG ZI TAO ♥ (And his name keeps resounding in my ears, the way he introduced himself that time when he pronounced his complete name 'Tao, Huang Zi Tao' he said it for the first time, I'm melting melting melting I swear T-T ♥)

(156, now even scrolling down the page has become difficult, but I'll go all the way through with it untill I reach my 1000 :'3)