Why is life so unfair? I should have been there I wanted to be there to cheer him up I want to hug him and squeeze him in my arms and tell him that it's okay T___T you don't get it, Tao and HLs is not a normal bias/fandom relationship, in fact, he's our bias, best friend, boyfriend, husband, son, father he's all of that and all what we care for is his well being and happiness, we don't want to see him sad or hurt T__________T today was not a "goodbye Tao, Hello Huang Zi Tao"  because has always been true to himself he never pretended! For me it's rather "Goodbye dream" but I'll have to live with the fact that I'll never be able to see him. Exo planet? exo'luxion? sorry but,  I'd go if I had the chance to but I'll not work hard for it because Tao has been the reason I've always wanted to go!!

This whole thing seems like a dream....

So now, I'm not going to see him as much as usual, I'm not going to see him everyday, I will have to endure his long absence. This scares me. How will I survive? 

Tao asked that we look forward to his next appearance because he will bring a huge surprise for everyone. (晨小min)

But YOU are my huge surprise! You're my miracle! Just come back healthy and eat well, that's all what we need.

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