I don't know if I should be happy or not. I care for Tao and his father is totally right. I want the best for my Tao.

I'm only blaming myself for being selfish, because I don't want him to leave before I get to see him. It will be impossible if he leaves. But I can't be selfish right? Tao is my everything and I the only thing I'd hate is to see him injured because of us, his HLs and all his fans.  I don't want to see my baby injured anymore.

The thing is, I'm worried he's going to get so much hate if he leaves, because he's always been the only member to say "he will never leave". He has always asked to trust him.

I may be crying now. It has always been hard to think that he might leave. But I'll never ever leave Tao. I will always be your VVVHL. Forever.

I love you baby.