I know I've said this before, but bare with me please...

There is one thing bothering me and I really want to talk about it to someone (oh please ignore me if you don't want to read this or if I'm bothering you...)

Actually, I don't understand why he's underestimating himself all the time, I'm not just talking about being unsure with his bare face (actually, there is that one pic of him with no makeup when he appeared in star diving show splash, I was so happy that I almost cried seeing it, he's so handsome...), I'm also talking  about not wanting to cry in front of cameras, and whenever he can't hold it back, he always posts something on his weibo apologizing and explaining why he cried (even though HE HAD DONE NOTHING WRONG), and he said many times that he wants to change, he's always saying that he wants to show a new side of him, a grown side, a mature person who doesn't cry and doesn't make anything wrong, even though he seems cute and funny to everyone else, I'm not like everybody, I have that feeling that he's not enough confident, he's not satisfied with the way he was, especially when they debuted, it’s as if he regrets being that person. I really want to say all this to him, I want to tell him how much he's handsome, how much I love him, and I want to tell him that he doesn't have to make huge efforts to change, because when I've first fallen for him, it was in their debut, I've loved every side of him since that time, even if he has grown a lot,