He stared at me and tried to explain but I stopped him. “You are inconsiderate, Suho. Why are you thinking like that? You know you’re the one I love but here you are throwing to my face that I’m just using you. After what I did you can’t still accept that I chose you over Hae? You’re too greedy… grasping!”

He tried stopping me, even hugging me, pleading but I couldn’t contain it. He went far enough. He might say it in a different way but the true meaning is there. He thinks that I was just using him, playing crazy things with him. He hadn’t considered my feelings.

“Jessica, please listen to me—sto—listen!”

“NO! Get your hands off me.” I glared at him, tears streaming down my face, so as he. I didn’t give a damn.

I got my body away from him. He looked at me with pleading eyes but no, I’ve been hurt. I thought he won’t hurt me. I pulled out the box and put it on hand.

Before I could redeem my hands, he held them. I was bowing my head, crying, maybe I’m so hurt, and maybe I was just disappointed. Or maybe I was wrecked.

But I was flabbergasted when he, while crying, knelt down, still holding my right hand.

“Suho…no.”

“Jessica,” he said.

I tried tugging my hand but he tugged it back. “Suho.”

“I know I’m being selfish. I’m so selfish. But I love you so much, Sooyeon. I’m sorry for the times I’m being possessive but please understand that I can’t lose you again.

“But tonight, I promise you my loyalty, my love, my life. Jessica Jung Sooyeon… will you marry me?”

Will you marry me?

Will you marry me?

Will you marry me?

Maybe I was wrong, maybe I was doomed.

Staring intently into those eyes, I firmly said. “NO.”

I pulled my hand away, ignoring him. Before I went out, I added. “I can’t marry a selfish person. And I’m marrying Lee Donghae.”

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