hi! hi! hi! I updated again. hihi ^^ I'm so happy...
but... this update is not long as i promised... because... because.. never mind
you guys want Chaera momnet right? i'll give it you guys... soon ^^

so please enjoy this chapter. Please. Please. Please.

“so girls it’s settled?” I heard mom. I sit back on my place. “did i skip something?” i asked them. I continue eating and waited for their answer but i got nothing. “hey.. hey.. it’s not good to keep things from me” i said and glare at them playfully.

Mom chuckle at me and pat my head like I’m a puppy. “mom stop patting my head I’m not a puppy” i said and pout but still continue eating. I’m hungry that’s why i can’t stop eating so technically you can’t blame me why I’m like this. “i just tell them the good news” Mom started.

“good news? About what? Oh my God!! Mom! Don’t tell me mom you’re pregnant? Chaerin and HArin will have new sibling? Oh my… oh my… congratulations mom!” I hug mom tightly.

“haha… Dara baby I’m not pregnant.” Mom push me a little and break the hug. “i told them that i asked your papa YG if he could give you a week break and allow all of you to go with me a…”

“really? Where? Where? Thank you mom. I love you” I cut her. I didn’t wait her to finish and hug her again, but this time more tightly.

“baby, mom is still not finish let her finish” chaerin said and sit beside me.

“oh.. I’m sorry I’m just excited when i heard the magic word BREAK” i answer chaerin and all of them laugh at me.

“i know… i know... its’ been long since we have a break.” Chaerin put her arms around me like she always does. I miss her warmth. I miss her arms around me. I miss this…. I miss us. I mentally smacked my head and knock my senses. I have Yoona. I shouldn’t think like this. I shouldn’t feel this. This is wrong. I should think of Yoona and yoona only.

“ye-yeah…” i simply answer her.

“shall i continue?” Mom asked me. I nodded at her and smile waiting for the good news. “as i said earlier I asked your papa YG if he can let all of you to go with me at my mother’s province, Jeonju, to have a little break from your non-stop work especially you  Dara, I know you’re too busy lately because of your commercial and photo shoots. So… after minutes of convincing him he finally let you to go with me.” Mom said and clap her hands excitedly. I don’t know if I’m the one who’s too excited or mom. I join her and i also clap my hands.

“thank you again mom” i stop clapping my hands. CHaerin pull me to sit on her laps and hug my waist. I let her coz her mom is here and she’s staring at us lovingly. i know i let Chaerin to make me feel how much she loves me but as much as possible i don’t want to have too much skinship with her. i don’t want to free my feelings for her, i don’t want to lose control to my feelings and ended up loving her deeper than before and i don’t want to hurt Yoona if i will free my feelings for her . I don’t want her to feel what I felt when Chaerin cheated on me. When i saw her kissing Ga-in. When I saw Ga-in on top of Chaerin. I don’t want her to feel