"Yeah. You're right. I shouldn't be worried then."

Stupid You,

 


 

Seunghyun's POV:

 

 

"... So? Do you believe me?" Donghae asks after a long pause. His story lingers in my mind. Do I believe him? I don't know... If it's true, it means my father is... No. I don't know.

"Doesn't matter if I believe you or not. Only you know if it's the truth or not." I answer, thinking of the possibilities of truth in his story.

There's no response.

I look over to him. His head is resting on Gaheun's, faces close together. He looks really sad, staring at her. I instantly forget about the small burning jealousy that was eating at me throughout the night.

"Do you regret coming here?" I ask. I'm really curious, he doesn't look glad at all.

"No. Not a bit." He answers, really gently, almost whispering. "I'm actually glad I got to see her again. Thank you," Is he actually that thankful? His face says otherwise...

"Ahem..." I clear my throat.

"Will you be honest with me?" He asks, using the same tone as before.

"Sure," I answer, not thinking much into it.

"... You... Like Gaheun. Don't you?" I freeze. I wasn’t prepared for this question.

"What makes you think that?" I ask, neither agreeing nor disagreeing, hoping to switch the topic.

"Just a feeling. But I'm right. I can tell, since you haven't answered me." He says, matter-of-factly, not seeming affected by his discovery.

"I-"

"That's why I don't like you." He interrupts, then lets out an airy laugh. "When I die, I don't want her to be with someone like you, she needs someone better than you."

"And you're so good?" I reply harshly, not hiding the fact that I’m offended. Maybe that’s why my comeback sounded so lame.

"... I haven't done any wrong. And remember what you said; only I know if I'm telling the truth." damn, he used my words against me.

“But… I think she can find someone better than me too. It’s just that… She likes to be around me, so I’m not going to push her away.” He adds thoughtfully, as he started to gently push her hair away from her face. The slight burning in my chest came back again, damn. But at least I know for sure he really cares about her… I don’t feel as degraded, I guess. 

"She doesn't like me anyways. She never will." I answer, I heard how defeated I sounded only after the words left my mouth.

"Oh?" Is all he says.

"It's me who's taking you away from her, isn't it? She'll hate me."

A silence follows my statement.

"Yeah. You're right. I shouldn't be worried then." He says, sounding all relieved.

"About what?" I ask after chuckling quietly at his tone.

"Losing to you." This makes me smile. He doesn't seem like the jealous type.

He lets out a muffled laugh.

"Even if she hates you, will you promise to take care of her for me? If nobody else can?" Even if he didn't ask, I would have tried to anyways, now that I think about it. “Don’t worry; you’re my LAST resort, if everyone else fails…” I laugh, but you can tell he was being serious under his light tone.

"Yeah. But not for you, for her."

He laughs a little again.

"Just the answer I was expecting..." I smile at his response.

 

 

Third Person's POV:

 

 

                The rest of the night was in silence, not an awkward one, but one of contentment. Although Seunghyun had feelings for Gaheun, he finally realized his place: he could never replace Donghae, he would always have a place in her heart. Irreplaceable. Sacred. In Seunghyun’s mind, he knew how it felt; even though he likes Gaheun, he can’t seem to put Minkyung away.   So even though the girl he liked was being embraced by another man, he was okay. It's how it's meant to be, you're in no place to interfere, Seunghyun told himself a couple of times.  But it didn't mean he was going to push his feelings away, he could still be someone to Gaheun, although he can’t replace Donghae, he could have his own place in her heart, right?

 

 

                Donghae kept his grasp on Gaheun; barely blinking, absorbing every second he had left with her. He sighed, and kissed her gently on her lips, careful not to wake her up. He smiled, knowing that although he wouldn't be able to spend the rest of his life with her, they truly loved each other. And no matter what happened, nobody could take that away from them. With that thought, he slowly drifted off into sleep.

 

 

                Sleep, Gaheun, you're sleeping. She didn't move since the moment she heard Donghae's voice. Quite frankly, she wasn't even paying attention to a word they were saying, and when she was listening to what they were saying, she tried hard not to react. She just didn't want Donghae to leave. Ever. She didn't know how long she was awake for, and didn't know when she fell asleep, but those details were meaningless to her; the only thing that mattered was that he was there with her.

 

 

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Adoree
#1
Chapter 87: Fooobtteqafobhvdzch....

So speechless....
One of the best stories ever!

Loved both endings...
so well written :D
Beat fic omg
Sibecca407 #2
Chapter 87: so damn sweet, omg, keep up the good work & will anticipate for more stories! ^^
blazensaddles #3
Chapter 87: guess what i just did~~~~~
:3 lol i just read this again XD woot!!!! still made me cry ._.
hellokimchi
#4
AHHHHH! It ended!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a completed fic!
So I picked Epilogue 2 to read cause I can't bear sad endings. You're gonna make me cry, I know so. Props to you for being such a good writer.
OMG, I loved it! Gaheun and Donghae got married and had a kid!!! The kid was so cute thinking Appa had an imaginary friend. You lit a smile up my face. I miss the happy atmosphere, but the sad stuff really moved me.
The ending was so cute and romantic. I liked how the dialogue related back to the title. Best ultimate ending.

Please write more fics in the future. I would read anything you write.
playmirth
#5
Epilogue 2 : AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!! Such a sweet ending !!!! >< I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REAAAAAALLYYYYYYY LOVE IT (copy and paste did me a lot of work :p) I cried at the beginning because I thought it was Gaheun who died ! >< Then I read..... 'him' WAIT WHAT !? 'HIM' !? Then again, I think that the sad ending is on the previous chapter. I still cried anyway, and stopped when haeeun talks to seunghyun. I know, I'm so stupid.
Then it started again when donghae played with gaheun, when he backhugs gaheun after she calls him a dinosaur ! You oughta know, you wrote it !!! XD
I mean, they really went through a lot of things to be where they are now, see ? This is sooo sweet, and what I love even more is the fact that this is sooo beautifully written ! >o< Such a refreshing leisure time after midterm ! >< YESSS, my midterm ended ! Hooray to me !!!! \(´▽`)/
Overall, I LOVE the sad ending more than the happy one ! ^o^ It gives me more impact, >< and... Well, I just like sad endings.
playmirth
#6
Epilogue 1 : I AM CRYING THE WHOLE TIME AND AM STILL CRYING WHEN WRITE THIS ! ><
You're sucha genius, unni ! >< I'm totally speechless, I can't write. *wipes tears*
Really, LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE SAD ENDING ! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE SAD THINGS, RIGHT ? You have no idea how much my heart beat when I read the one where she finally says "I Love You" and the fact that she can no longer say it to him is.... Too heartbreaking ! >< And YeJin, I love her more after this. Her way of soothing donghae is.... *sigh* I can imagine the scene in my head, donghae in the cafe where the first love VCR is taken, yejin sitting on the edge of one of the table. He enters on a twilight sky surrounding the area, their faces were almost invisible, just the silhouette. :'(
And he was reading the letter with that black shirt he wore on SMA, GAHH black shirt seems so hot on donghae. And anyways ! Great job on the sad ending ! >o<
blazensaddles #7
to be honest, they both are very good. i liked both endings, and i cant really pick a favorite. i dont know if you care at all, but here are my (summarized? trying not to give a lot away) thoughts on the endings-
Epilogue 1: short, but a lot of emotion. of course im sad, but im also happy. (Gaheun and Seunghyun).
Epilogue 2: very happy :) again sad and happy. (Seunghyun and Gaheun) at least both are together. HaeEun, haha cute. Dinosaur finally comes out :D
if i were to pick one, it would be Epilogue.....2.
meowchie09
#8
i love the second epilogue.. but the first one is good too..
so sad it already ended >.< but great story :))