"I already know the end result. I die so she can live."

Stupid You,

Donghae's POV:
 

I've been waiting here for half an hour already, where are they?

My phone vibrates. It's a text from Jungsoo hyung.

'Donghae, where are you? Did you go out alone again?'
 

I text him back:

'I'm just out, making some rounds before I head in. Yes. Its okay hyung, I'll be fine. I'll be back soon. Save me some food if you guys start eating already!'
 
 

                I look up from my phone to see a black car roll up in front of the side street I'm standing in. The car door opens, I can't see who or how many people are in there though.

"Sorry to keep you waiting, we've had a small change in plans. Get in, and we'll talk." a voice called.
 
                I have a gut feeling telling me to just walk away, turn away and pretend I didn't see them. But I can't do that. She's depending on me, and I'm going to help her. I have a switch-knife in my back pocket, but I don't know what they have in the car. It may sound like a stupid thing to do, but I go in.
 
                There are two people in the car, one in driving, the other sitting in the back, I sit beside him.
"It's nice to meet you again." he says casually, like we were old acquaintances. Again?... I look at him; it takes a while for me to recognize who he is. I have seen him before; he was the one who stood by the door the last time when we fought.

I just nod at him, it might be nice for his side that we're meeting, but not for me.
 

The rest of the car ride was silent, until we came to a stop.
 

"We're getting off here." he says, still as casual as ever. You can hear muffled music, the bass vibrating the floor slightly. Why are we here?
 
                We enter a club; I've never been one who really enjoyed this atmosphere. Even though father owns quite a number of them, I don't come here often for fun, only to check up on business stuff. I haven't ever been into this one before... So I'm guessing it's theirs. It looks just about the same though.
 
 

                We enter a room, and the guy calls for two bottles of soju. He hands one to me, and takes one for himself.

"You don't like soju? Order something else," he says, after drinking half of his.

"No, thank you. I don't drink much."

"Ah... Okay, up to you. So... What do you think of this place?"

"They're all the same to me." I say, my voice sounding monotone. He should just get the point across and get this over with, what’s with the small talk?

"Haha, you're really a character, no wonder you and Gaheun are together." he laughs. Why does he talk as if he knows her so well?

"Don't worry, Gaheun's fine. She's eating, talking, sleeping, she's okay." he continues.
I nod again, I have nothing to say. I'm glad to hear that she's okay, even if they may be lying, it makes me feel better. But the fact he talks about her like they're, we're, all friends really bugs me.

"I guess no matter what I say, it won't make you feel any better. You want to get to the point, don't you?" he sighs.

"Yeah. Just make sure she's okay. I’ll do whatever  you ask me to, as long as your side will keep your word in letting her go"

"We will. And even if our side doesn't, you can bet that at least Seunghyun and I will keep our side of the deal." he says, getting serious. I've never actually met Seunghyun, all I know about him came from Minkyung.

"So... What do you want?"

"What was agreed upon on our side was a body trade. You surrender yourself to us, she gets free." So what I thought was right, they aren't going to let us be together.

"Okay."

"You're agreeing just like that? No questions?"

"What is there to ask? I already know the end result. I die so she can live. Isn't that how it is?"

His eyes widen, "You're willing to give up everything for her? Your comrades, friends, family, yourself?" He didn't look like he was in disbelief, but as if he's heard these words before.

I nod once, I was willing. And I'm ready.

"Well if that's all... Do I turn myself in now?" I ask. The sooner Gaheun gets out, the better.

"... No. Not yet. I'll give you 4 days to make sure you have a story and plan on how to surrender. So your side won't come looking for you, no funny business though. I'm not sure if even Seunghyun and I can hold them back if they find out you've lied to us."They want to come out clean from this, no battles, no threats, just a clean kill.

"Well then. I'll meet you here in 4 days then." I say getting up to leave.

"Wait." he says, urgent. I look back to him.

"I'm not supposed to do this. But... I think it's the least I can do. You may find this hard to believe, but Gaheun is like a little sister to me. And the fact that you're willing to give your life to save her... I feel bad." Gaheun... Is like... His sister?! What kind of joke is this?  I get up to leave, and am just about to leave the door when I hear her voice. 

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Adoree
#1
Chapter 87: Fooobtteqafobhvdzch....

So speechless....
One of the best stories ever!

Loved both endings...
so well written :D
Beat fic omg
Sibecca407 #2
Chapter 87: so damn sweet, omg, keep up the good work & will anticipate for more stories! ^^
blazensaddles #3
Chapter 87: guess what i just did~~~~~
:3 lol i just read this again XD woot!!!! still made me cry ._.
hellokimchi
#4
AHHHHH! It ended!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a completed fic!
So I picked Epilogue 2 to read cause I can't bear sad endings. You're gonna make me cry, I know so. Props to you for being such a good writer.
OMG, I loved it! Gaheun and Donghae got married and had a kid!!! The kid was so cute thinking Appa had an imaginary friend. You lit a smile up my face. I miss the happy atmosphere, but the sad stuff really moved me.
The ending was so cute and romantic. I liked how the dialogue related back to the title. Best ultimate ending.

Please write more fics in the future. I would read anything you write.
playmirth
#5
Epilogue 2 : AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!! Such a sweet ending !!!! >< I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REAAAAAALLYYYYYYY LOVE IT (copy and paste did me a lot of work :p) I cried at the beginning because I thought it was Gaheun who died ! >< Then I read..... 'him' WAIT WHAT !? 'HIM' !? Then again, I think that the sad ending is on the previous chapter. I still cried anyway, and stopped when haeeun talks to seunghyun. I know, I'm so stupid.
Then it started again when donghae played with gaheun, when he backhugs gaheun after she calls him a dinosaur ! You oughta know, you wrote it !!! XD
I mean, they really went through a lot of things to be where they are now, see ? This is sooo sweet, and what I love even more is the fact that this is sooo beautifully written ! >o< Such a refreshing leisure time after midterm ! >< YESSS, my midterm ended ! Hooray to me !!!! \(´▽`)/
Overall, I LOVE the sad ending more than the happy one ! ^o^ It gives me more impact, >< and... Well, I just like sad endings.
playmirth
#6
Epilogue 1 : I AM CRYING THE WHOLE TIME AND AM STILL CRYING WHEN WRITE THIS ! ><
You're sucha genius, unni ! >< I'm totally speechless, I can't write. *wipes tears*
Really, LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE SAD ENDING ! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE SAD THINGS, RIGHT ? You have no idea how much my heart beat when I read the one where she finally says "I Love You" and the fact that she can no longer say it to him is.... Too heartbreaking ! >< And YeJin, I love her more after this. Her way of soothing donghae is.... *sigh* I can imagine the scene in my head, donghae in the cafe where the first love VCR is taken, yejin sitting on the edge of one of the table. He enters on a twilight sky surrounding the area, their faces were almost invisible, just the silhouette. :'(
And he was reading the letter with that black shirt he wore on SMA, GAHH black shirt seems so hot on donghae. And anyways ! Great job on the sad ending ! >o<
blazensaddles #7
to be honest, they both are very good. i liked both endings, and i cant really pick a favorite. i dont know if you care at all, but here are my (summarized? trying not to give a lot away) thoughts on the endings-
Epilogue 1: short, but a lot of emotion. of course im sad, but im also happy. (Gaheun and Seunghyun).
Epilogue 2: very happy :) again sad and happy. (Seunghyun and Gaheun) at least both are together. HaeEun, haha cute. Dinosaur finally comes out :D
if i were to pick one, it would be Epilogue.....2.
meowchie09
#8
i love the second epilogue.. but the first one is good too..
so sad it already ended >.< but great story :))