"What?! What's the big deal anyways?"

Stupid You,

 

Seunghyun's POV:
 
 

"What?! What's the big deal anyways?" she rebutted, her voice louder than mine.

"Its!... It's..." What is the big deal? Why should I care what she thinks? Does it even matter?...

"It's...?" she asks, waiting for my answer.

                    What is it? What is it Seunghyun? Honestly, I think I know how what the big deal is... I don't want her to have a bad impression of me. I want to be able to... When this is all over... To be on good terms with her. To maybe even... Be happy with her.

"Helllooooo? Are you still here? Should you be driving?" she asks, looking at me with wide eyes.

"Hmm? Yeah. I can still drive." I answer, not fully paying attention.

"... So what's the big-"

"I just don't want you to think of me as a bad person. Or a ert. Or someone dirty. Self-image is important."

"hahaha, don't worry about it. Kim Bum not only told me those stories, he told me that that's not how you usually are. And that it was all because of poor judgement." I assure him, not able to hold in some laughter.

"Aish, that guy..." Well, I guess if he tried to explain it to her it's a bit better. I'm gonna give him a nice call later... If you know what I mean.

Gaheun just laughs again, looking ahead into the horizon. The light peaks just over the horizon, giving everything it touched a reddish golden glaze.

"Is that the ocean?" Gaheun asks as she looks forward.

"Yeah, looks nice huh?"

"Yeah... It really does."

"We're here." I say as I turn into the driveway of the new house.

 

                    It's just like how I remember it. Hasn't changed in years, the last time I was here was... 10 years ago, when I was 11; Before I started to follow in my father's footsteps. When we still enjoyed each other’s company. When I snap out of my thoughts, Gaheun already has her luggage in her hands, a bag over her shoulder, and was standing on the driveway, enjoying the fresh air. When did she even get out of the car? How long was a spaced out for?

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Adoree
#1
Chapter 87: Fooobtteqafobhvdzch....

So speechless....
One of the best stories ever!

Loved both endings...
so well written :D
Beat fic omg
Sibecca407 #2
Chapter 87: so damn sweet, omg, keep up the good work & will anticipate for more stories! ^^
blazensaddles #3
Chapter 87: guess what i just did~~~~~
:3 lol i just read this again XD woot!!!! still made me cry ._.
hellokimchi
#4
AHHHHH! It ended!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a completed fic!
So I picked Epilogue 2 to read cause I can't bear sad endings. You're gonna make me cry, I know so. Props to you for being such a good writer.
OMG, I loved it! Gaheun and Donghae got married and had a kid!!! The kid was so cute thinking Appa had an imaginary friend. You lit a smile up my face. I miss the happy atmosphere, but the sad stuff really moved me.
The ending was so cute and romantic. I liked how the dialogue related back to the title. Best ultimate ending.

Please write more fics in the future. I would read anything you write.
playmirth
#5
Epilogue 2 : AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!! Such a sweet ending !!!! >< I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REAAAAAALLYYYYYYY LOVE IT (copy and paste did me a lot of work :p) I cried at the beginning because I thought it was Gaheun who died ! >< Then I read..... 'him' WAIT WHAT !? 'HIM' !? Then again, I think that the sad ending is on the previous chapter. I still cried anyway, and stopped when haeeun talks to seunghyun. I know, I'm so stupid.
Then it started again when donghae played with gaheun, when he backhugs gaheun after she calls him a dinosaur ! You oughta know, you wrote it !!! XD
I mean, they really went through a lot of things to be where they are now, see ? This is sooo sweet, and what I love even more is the fact that this is sooo beautifully written ! >o< Such a refreshing leisure time after midterm ! >< YESSS, my midterm ended ! Hooray to me !!!! \(´▽`)/
Overall, I LOVE the sad ending more than the happy one ! ^o^ It gives me more impact, >< and... Well, I just like sad endings.
playmirth
#6
Epilogue 1 : I AM CRYING THE WHOLE TIME AND AM STILL CRYING WHEN WRITE THIS ! ><
You're sucha genius, unni ! >< I'm totally speechless, I can't write. *wipes tears*
Really, LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE SAD ENDING ! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE SAD THINGS, RIGHT ? You have no idea how much my heart beat when I read the one where she finally says "I Love You" and the fact that she can no longer say it to him is.... Too heartbreaking ! >< And YeJin, I love her more after this. Her way of soothing donghae is.... *sigh* I can imagine the scene in my head, donghae in the cafe where the first love VCR is taken, yejin sitting on the edge of one of the table. He enters on a twilight sky surrounding the area, their faces were almost invisible, just the silhouette. :'(
And he was reading the letter with that black shirt he wore on SMA, GAHH black shirt seems so hot on donghae. And anyways ! Great job on the sad ending ! >o<
blazensaddles #7
to be honest, they both are very good. i liked both endings, and i cant really pick a favorite. i dont know if you care at all, but here are my (summarized? trying not to give a lot away) thoughts on the endings-
Epilogue 1: short, but a lot of emotion. of course im sad, but im also happy. (Gaheun and Seunghyun).
Epilogue 2: very happy :) again sad and happy. (Seunghyun and Gaheun) at least both are together. HaeEun, haha cute. Dinosaur finally comes out :D
if i were to pick one, it would be Epilogue.....2.
meowchie09
#8
i love the second epilogue.. but the first one is good too..
so sad it already ended >.< but great story :))