#NowPlaying Big Bang - Haru Haru

Tteonaga
Yeah, finally I realise, that I'm nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me...

I never once understand why you would break up with me and be in his arms.

Padocheoreom buswojin nae mam
Baramcheoreom heundeullineun nae mam
Yeongicheoreom sarajin nae sarang
Munsincheoreom jiwojiji ghana

"Why! GIVE HER BACK TO ME!"

Friends tried to stop me but I couldn't help it. I needed an answer, an explaination. I pushed him to the ground as we wrestled, waving punches across each other's face. It was painful physically as blood trailed down, but nothing beat the pain in my heart when I saw you walked towards us, pushing me away...

Hansumman ttangi kkeojira swijyo
Nae gaseumsoge meonjiman ssahijyo

"We're over!"

You cried, passing the final verdict as you helped him up and gave me a slap across my face.

"Kwon Jiyong, we're brothers no more."

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Yeah.
Nega eobsineun dan harudo mot sal geotman gatatdeon na
Saenggakgwaneun dareugedo geureokjeoreok honja jal sara
Bogo sipdago bulleo bwado neon amu daedab eobjanha
Heotdoen gidae georeo bwado ijen soyongeobjanha

I always thought I wouldn't be able to live without you. Not even a day. But it turned out, I was doing fine. No matter how much I cried, how much I shouted, how much I pleaded, saying 'I miss you', there was no response. Only sounds of my echoes reflected back to me, hitting me back hard.

I now know, it's useless.

Ne yeope inneun geu sarami mwonji hoksi neol ullijin anhneunji
Geudae naega boigin haneunji beolsseo ssak da ijeonneunji
Geokjeongdwae dagagagijocha mareul geol sujocha eobseo aetaeugo
Na hollo bameul jisaeujyo subaek beon jiwonaejyo

I told myself I would never want to see you nor him again, but I couldn't help it. I wanted to be a gentleman, to make you regret, to make you ache. I wanted so badly to approach you, to ask you if you and him are getting along just fine and whether you'd forgotten about me...

I never once did though, for, all these thoughts, were erased when I was alone in the dark night.

I was a coward.

Doraboji malgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatji malgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoe eopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chama bolman hae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeo naelman hae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeya dwae
Haruharu mudyeojyeo ga eh eh eh eh

You should be happy if you're doing all these. Don't look back and just leave. Don't look me with that pitiful pair of eyes and just live on. I have no regrets on loving you, so just take the good memories will you? It might take weeks, months, years for that heartache to disappear totally, but I would bear it, I would stand it, in one way or another.

Day by day, it would fade away...

Oh, girl, I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye...

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Gireul geotda neowa na uri majuchinda haedo
Mot bon cheok hagoseo geudaero gadeon gil gajwo
Jakkuman yet saenggagi tteooreumyeon amado
Nado mollae geudael chajagaljido molla

"H-Hi..."

You should have just pretended to not see me and walked away even if we had bumped into each other. I