#NowPlaying Taeyang - This Ain't it

"I love you... I still do..."

This phrase never did come out from my lips though.

"Let's break up. I'm sick and tired of this, Ri... Perhaps, they're right. Being in a relationship with a guy that's younger than you rarely works out. I should have known that I'm not as lucky as Baek Ji Young unnie...' 

You couldn't take it anymore and gave up in the end. I blamed myself for not spending more time with you. I blamed myself for being childish at times, not giving you security. I blamed everyone and every single thing, but not you. 

BREAKING: [CONFIRMED] Girls' Generation Taeyeon dating EXO Baekhyun!!

I hate you. 

I thought you said dating younger guys would never work out? But here you are, taking my heart and break it so effortlessly. 2years is huge gap. So... 4years is not? Okays. I get it. I totally get it.

But you know what? 

I miss you more than I hate you. 

I long for you more than I'm not sad. 

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I kept thinking what would happen if we bump into each other. You're starting your sub-unit promotion soon while I'm busy preparing and gearing up for a comeback....

Would I be avoiding you amongst the crowd? Maybe not. 

'Cuz I miss you so much really. 

I kept thinking to myself 'This ain't it. We ain't over.' 

Day by day. Repeatedly and repeatedly. 

"Seungri ah, don't worry. We wouldn't be bumping into them. We're delaying our comeback. We got your back."

"Thanks hyungs..."

But what hyungs didn't know, was that I still love you so much. 

So crazily.

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I still got your news from Yuri every now and then and needless to say, you're smiling from happiness. 

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