Look at me one last time. Smile like there's nothing wrong.

 

It has been months since I have saw you smiling.

You looked towards my direction and gave me a weak smile, my heart aches when you did that.

 

So when I miss you, I can remember So I can draw your face in my mind

 

It's alright, with that smile of yours, it's already enough.

It's my fault to begin with anyways.

 

My selfishness that couldn't let you go turned into an obsession that imprisoned you. Were you hurt because of me?

 

I'm sorry, sorry that I couldn't help it.

 

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You never really got to lie

I just need you to say goodbye

Then I'll really let you go.

 

"Babe, it's really not what you think, why are you acting like this?!" You pulled your hair in frustration as you screamed at me.

"Let's just end this" I am too tired of your words, full of lies.

"END WHAT?! We're never going to end this, I am not going to let you off"

"KWON JI YONG! YOU ALREADY KNEW YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE! Why not just let me off?" I felt a pool of tears rolling down my face.

I'm letting you go, to her.

That is it, it's nothing but the truth.

 

✖✖✖✖✖

 

Why am I a fool, why can't I forget you.

You're already gone.

Your eyes, nose, lips

Your touch that used to touch me,

to the end of your fingertips. 

I can still feel you

 

What happed few months ago were still freshly in my mind, like it had just happened yesterday.

When we were still alright, when you were still mine. 

I still feel your arms around my waist, your chin on my shoulder. You,tilting your head to give me a peck on the cheek.

 

But