oh my god...i just hit 100 upvotes...is this real life?? THANK YOU AGAIN OMG OMG OMG OMG. im freaking out like a maniac my dad is giving me the weirdest look ever xD lolololol. but again...holy crap...100 upvotes....if im dreaming, nobody wake me up hahahahah.  I know its not that big of a milestone in most eyes but for me it is. reaching 100 upvotes means so much to me considering im not the best writer lol. So thank you so much to everyone who upvoted!! this means so much to me. i love you all <3 <3 <3