Yulsic Special
Into the New World
“Thanks Taengo,” Sooyoung said as he hopped out of the front seat.
“Yeah! Thanks. We’ll see ya when you get back,” I said to him.
“Okay, tell Tiffany to hurry,” Taeyeon called after us.
“Ne, we will,” Soo said with a laugh. We stepped in to the elevator and I hit the button to go to SNSD’s floor.
I wonder if Jessica is even awake… she is known to sleep in… a lot.
“Yul?”
“Oh, what,” I replied quickly.
“Yah, pay attention to when I’m talking to you!” I shook my head.
“Right, sor-,“ I froze mid-sentence. Wait a second… “Yah! Why are you yelling at me? I’m your hyung pabo!” He laughed.
“You’re only two months older than me Yul, that shouldn’t even count.”
“Whatever… oh! We’re here,” I said as the elevator dinged. We stepped out and went quickly to their door. I think Soo was trying to race me or something because he literately ran to try to get there before me.
Nope! I remember now. He was running because of Sunny. Omo, I wonder if she was alright…
As I reached the door it swung open to reveal Tiffany. Her smile dropped once she saw it was us though and not Taengo.
“Oh, hi guys,” she said cheerfully. “How have you two been?”
“Good, where’s Sunny,” Soo asked as he walked right past her. She grinned.
“She’s on the-“
“Sunkyu-yah,” I heard him call.
“Sofa… How are you Yul?”
“I’m alright Tiff… Uhm is… is Sica here?” I was hoping she didn’t stay at her parent’s house last night.
“She is, I think she’s awake too,” Tiff laughed. “That’s surprising for 10AM.” I smiled.
Woo! I’d get to see her then!
A thought popped in my head.
“Oh, Taengo said to tell you to hurry.” I saw her smile at the sound of his name.
“Right, bye Sunny! I’ll be back soon,” she called in to the dorm.
“You better tell me everything when you get back Hwang Miyoung,” I heard a voice from the living area.
“I will, don’t worry! Bye~!” With that she said bye to me once more before leaving.
Gah, Taeyeon was so lucky. Not only was his girlfriend smokin’ hot, she was totally in to him. I mean she smiled at just the sound of his name… Ugh. I wanted that.
I sighed and walked further into their dorm, hoping to see Jessica, but I only saw Soo and Sunny, cuddling on the sofa. Jesus, it’s only been like two minutes.
I sat down in the chair beside the sofa.
“Hey Yul, what’s going on?” I grinned.
“Not much Sunny, are you feeling better?”
“Yeah, yeah. You guys worry too much about us.”
“Yah~!”
“Oh hush Sooyoungie, I just fainted. It’s not like I had a heart attack or something.”
“Aye, fainting is a big deal Sunny. Don’t take it lightly,” I commented.
Thankfully none of TYS has had a fainting incident yet. I hope we never did either. Aish, that’d be so scary.
“Yeah, he’s right Sunny. Ah~! When I saw fan videos of you crying on stage I wanted to fly straight to Japan,” Sooyoung cooed as he cupped her cheeks. She giggled.
“I’m fine Youngie, but thank you,” she grinned. When I saw they were about to start making out I looked away.
Aish, if it’s not Taeyeon and Tiffany, its Soo and Sunny. Ugh. I got up and headed for their kitchen. Snacks would definitely make this situation a little better. Ooh, and maybe a video game. Sunny did have a few good games here.
I went first to their cabinet and… nothing? What the hell? Okay… Let’s check the fridge then. I opened it and ducked down to take a look inside.
Let’s see… eggs, spinach, milk, cheese, butter, and barely any juice.
Seriously?
What kind of a person lives like this?
“Sunny,” I shouted in hopes she’d hear me from here. No luck. I groaned and stood up straight. “Yah Sunkyu- oh. H-hi.”
“Whatcha lookin’ for?” I looked at the shorter girl’s sweet smile.
“Uhh, anything really,” I laughed. “Yah, explain to me what kind of an idol lives with only, what is it…six things in their fridge?”
“Yah~ we’ve been living mostly in Japan pabo-yah!”
“Oh… right.” Jessica laughed. “Mianhae.”
“Ne, just don’t let it happen again Kwon Yul,” she grinned.
Oh god her smile is so pretty. I looked at her lips and then up to her eyes.
Omo. They met and I quickly looked away.
“Uhh… uhm so, it this juice still okay to drink?” Aish, good one Yul. I rolled my eyes as I turned toward the fridge again. Gah you are so dumb.
“Er, uh. Probably not actually,” she said. “Sorry.”
“Oh, it’s okay. Taengo and Soo just rushed me out of the house this morning so I didn’t really get to eat.” I heard her ‘ahh.’
“Do you… do you wanna go get something?” I looked at her.
“Jinjja?” She slowly nodded. “Do you think that’d be, well… okay?”
“Of course Yuri-yah,” she smiled. “I’ll go get my jacket.” I nodded.
“Okay.”
She was right. Why wouldn’t it be okay? It’s not like were dating or anything, even though I kinda wished we were.
I like Jessica Jung. I’ve liked her ever since we filmed the drama together. Oh shoot when was that…around three months ago? Something like that. Whatever.
She was funny, sweet, caring, and completely adorable. The whole Ice Princess thing has really gone too far.
Jessica Jung was in no way cold or icy. I think she just had a hard time expressing herself, especially at first. I for one felt the full effect of her ‘coldness.’ After thinking about it more though, I don’t think it was her being cold, but maybe her being cautious?
I think she tries to figure the other person out herself before even giving them a chance to get to know her. From what I’ve seen I really think that’s true too.
I know it looks like she doesn’t care a lot of the time, but I don’t think that’s the case. She really takes care of her members well. She even took good care of me during our drama too and even more so afterward.
She’s a great listener too. I always see her listening to one of her members talking. She didn’t say much, but I’m sure if they would have asked she would surely tell them what she feels. That’s also where the ‘cold’ thing might be from.
Sica definitely wasn’t afraid to let her opinion be known. She was blunt and direct most of the time, however, just not with me, which I really wish she would be.
After diving in with my feelings for Yoona, and then getting completely shattered, I was a little afraid of how Jessica would react if I told her I liked her. Afraid of a few things actually.
First of all I didn’t want her to think that she was a backup or something. Just because it didn’t work with Yoona, I was going after her or whatever because that definitely wasn’t the case.
I actually don’t even know if I actually liked Yoona, or if I was just attracted to the idea of her, and well come on, she’s a total babe. I feel like Yoona would make a better friend to me than a girlfriend anyway. We were always playing pranks on people on set and joking around. I don’t think it was romantic between us at all.
I was probably just making myself believe it back them because I thought I really liked her.
Jessica though, I knew I liked her liked her. It was really the small things that made me realize it. When I’m with my members and were out doing something or eating somewhere I always find myself thinking oh, I wonder if Sica would like this, or I wonder if she would want that.
The biggest thing I think though was me not eating cucumbers anymore. I hadn’t even realized I stopped until a few days ago when Taeyeon pointed it out. We were making a list of groceries for the ahjumma to get and Soo said cucumbers. I automatically came back with ‘oh no, we can’t get cucumbers.’
When they asked why not, I literately had no other reason than because Sica doesn’t like them.
I sighed. I really was hopeless.
The second reason why I was afraid however was simple, I just didn’t want her to reject me. I really don’t think I could handle that with her.
“Yah, are you coming or what?”
“Oh, right! See ya Soo!”
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“This is your car,” I asked loudly as I stepped closer to the white BMW. She hummed. “Wah~! First Taeyeon and now you… I’m totally going to have to get a car soon.” I heard her laugh.
“Can you even drive?”
Oh, yeah…
“I’ll need to work on that too,” I laughed and she shook her head.
“Get in pabo.” I did so quickly.
“It’s even cool inside too, gah Sica-yah.”
“You really like it that much?” I nodded. “Well once you get your license I’ll let you drive it.” My eyes grew.
“Jinjja?!” She smiled and nodded. “Omo… daebak!”
“But for now, where to?”
Oh gosh.
“I don’t know Sica, wherever we can successfully sneak in and out?” She laughed even louder.
“So should we just go back inside?”
Alright, she had a point.
“Never mind,” I laughed. “Just wherever is fine.”
“Wherever it is then,” She said before turning on the car.
We drove around aimlessly in silence for a bit before I decided I needed to say something. I knew what I wanted to say, however my mouth was not listening to my brain… at all.
Tell her!
I took a glance toward Sica, who looked very cute driving by the way. All focused and in control… Oh gosh. I just wanted to kiss her!
I can’t tell her. It would be so awkward.
Just tell her!
Ugh…
Why aren’t you telling her?!
“Fine.”
“What was that?”
Oh .
“Uhh, nothing Sica.” She hummed.
Deep breath Yuri, you can do this.
“You look really pretty today,” I said as I turned toward her. I watched her eyes widen and her grip on the wheel tighten. Oh god.
I knew I shouldn’t have said anything! I quickly turned and looked out my window. Good one Yu-
“You too…er well not pretty, but you look nice.”
“Ji-jinjja?” She nodded and I could see her face reddening as I knew mine was already.
Wah~!
Score! Jessica thinks I look good today, Jessica thinks I look good today, I sang internally.
“I like your hair darker like this too.” Oh gosh.
“Me too,” I laughed.
Mental note: NEVER change hair colors again.
That also sparked our conversation. Soon we began talking and joking about little things here and there, that was until Jessica pulled in to a parking spot however.
“Wah~! You’re even good at parallel parking,” I complimented. She grinned.
“Of course, I’m Jessica Jung,” she smugly responded before getting out of the car.
“Yah~! Don’t get too ahead of yourself there Sooyeon.” She laughed. I then noticed her shiver a little.
Omo.
“Here,” I said, immediately offering her my scarf.
“Ani, aniyo I’m fine.”
“Too late, I already took it off,” I laughed. I then proceeded to wrap it around her carefully, making sure it looked good and wasn’t too tight. Once I was done I took a quick look at my handy work and then back to her face and-
Omo, when did I get this close to her?
I took a swift and awkward step backward. Whew.
That was close, literately and physically.
“Uh, there… Look it even kinda matches your jacket,” I tried to ease the tension. “And if someone starts to recognize you all you have to do is… errp,” I sounded as I lifted the part of the scarf that hung lower on her neck over her face. I heard her laugh.
Assa! Awkward situation adverted.
“Then what about you,” she asked after she pushed my hand away. Hmm, that was a good question since I just gave away my first line of defense against the fans… But would they really notice me?
“Do you really think they’d notice me with you standing beside me?” Oh god.
That didn’t come out right… or did it?
I saw her cute little smile grow.
“Let’s go inside.”
“Ri-right,” I stuttered. “After you.”
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“Quit looking around like that Yuri, Jesus. You’re just asking to get noticed,” I said to the guy across from me.
“I’m just seeing if people are looking at us,” he said back innocently.
Aigo~! He was adorable.
“Well don’t worry about it. I’ll keep an eye out,” I assured. I was facing that way anyway.
“Fine,” he said as he leaned back in the chair. He took a sip of his beverage. “Ah~ this is really good Sica, thanks for pointing it out.
“I’ve never even tasted it,” I lied. His eyes grew in size.
“Jinjja?” I nodded. “Yah~ then why did you recommend it to me,” he laughed. I just smiled.
“Because it seemed like it would be tasty…Can I have a drink?”
I watched him visibly gulp and I mentally cheered.
Tiffany and Sunny did say that I should be more, well… aggressive, with my advances. So I thought what better than today, when we were alone, together.
If he liked me like Taeyeon and everyone else said he did, something I do today would have to make him react.
My promise and Tiffany’s threat suddenly popped in to my head. Ugh.
I can’t believe I said I would kiss him the next time we hung out… KISS Yuri? Oh gosh, I got lightheaded just thinking about it.
I know we’ve already kissed before, but it wasn’t the same. Being in a room with like twenty people watching you kiss is in no way intimate. I did rather enjoy it, but it still wasn’t technically a real kiss, right?
“Here,” he said as he handed the cinnamon flavored frappuccino toward me. I pulled myself back to reality and took a quick sip.
“Wah~ that is really good.” He grinned and took a sip himself. Omo, we just indirectly kissed… sorta.
That counts right?
I internally sighed as I heard Tiffany’s threat again in my brain.
‘I’ll tell you all the little details of Taeyeon and I if you don’t tell us any!’
I definitely did NOT want that.
“Are you excited for Paris?” I nodded. I was glad he pulled me from even starting to think about those two.
Don’t get me wrong, I loved them, I mean Tiffany was one of my best friends and it was fun to hear about Taeyeon being a cute little dweeb, but damn. Those two are freaks.
“I’m very excited,” I replied.
“Me too! What do you want to see most?”
“Hmm… all of it!” He laughed.
“Aye~ just pick one! If you could only see one thing, what would it be?”
“Aish, I can’t believe you’re making me choose,” I teased with a fake anger. “Probably the Eiffel Tower. I mean that is Paris pretty much, right?” He nodded.
“I want to see that too.”
“We should see it together,” I quickly responded.
I think that was the trick to this whole ‘coming on strong’ thing. I just needed to say the first thing that popped in my head, without restrictions.
“Jinjja?” I nodded. “I’d like that.”
“Me too.”
Yuri soon decided to order food. I went ahead and ordered something too, I didn’t eat anything either this morning.
After we finished eating I started to notice that more and more people were looking at us.
Uh oh. I looked at the time on my phone and… Omo.
We’ve been here for over an hour. Gah, no wonder there were so many people here. I guess I hadn’t been really ‘keeping an eye out’ like I said I would…
I’m sure if one person noticed us they put it online so that all their friends could come and see us too. Ugh, people these days.
We can’t go anywhere!
“Yuri-yah,” I said quietly. He hummed. “I think we should leave.”
“What? Why?” His face looked worried.
“There are a ton of people here.” His look of worry grew as he slowly turned around.
I heard a table of girls start giggling and rolled my eyes.
“Omo Sica, what do we do?”
“Ignore it,” I answered simply.
“Uhh, how? Everyone is looking at us.” I grinned.
“Just pretend you don’t notice it… or pretend you have no idea what they’re all talking about.”
That’s what I usually did anyway… A few times I’ve even told fans that I’m not Jessica Jung when they catch me one on one. Now I don’t think they bought it, but it still threw them off for a second.
“Ready?” He nodded. “Let’s go.”
I stood up and put on my sunglasses while Yuri picked up the tray with our garbage on it.
As we walked I tried to smile to a few people, but other than that I ignored them. This is probably another reason people always call me an Ice Princess, but I really didn’t understand their logic there.
This was MY personal time, I wasn’t here for any schedule, hell I wasn’t even with another SNSD member right now. I was here with my friend eating lunch.
It might not make much sense but that was my logic behind it. I needed time to just be me, to be Jung Sooyeon, not SNSD’s Jessica Jung… and right now Sooyeon wanted to spend time with Yuri.
“See it wasn’t that bad,” I said as we exited the café.
“Yeah, you were right,” he laughed.
We stayed silent until we reached my car, for there were some fans that even followed us outside. Yuri stepped closer to me when one of them got a little close. I didn’t know if I should be happy or worried about that though. I swore I felt zillions of little bubbles in my stomach. I think Yuri stepped closer to almost protect me. Ah~! This is incredible.
It’s like the baseball game all over again.
Yuri, along with a security guard helped me get through the crowd with ease in to the waiting van.
I was a little worried though. Just like at the baseball game, I’m sure this was going to cause a scandal. He didn’t even have to semi-protect me for that to happen really, it was already top news the minute we were spotted alone together.
Thankfully though the photographers camped around our dorm must have left with Tiffany and Taeyeon. I don’t recall seeing a single one as we left the garage.
Taking my seat and buckling in, I turned the key in the ignition. I almost started to pull out, but I stopped myself.
I didn’t want to go home. I wanted to stay out with Yuri.
I haven’t even done anything productive! Ugh!
“Where should we go now,” he asked.
“I don’t wanna go home yet,” I said bravely, crossing my fingers he felt the same.
“I don’t either pabo, that’s why I asked.” Omo. My heart beat started to quicken, just like it did when Yuri did or said anything even remotely cute toward me.
Aish, I had it bad for him. It was actually kind of embarrassing I thought…
I’ve liked him for so long and he is just now starting to notice me… The girls wondered why I didn’t just give up and try to date someone that was interested. Like Donghae or Taecyeon oppa. Those two have been trying to get with me for… as long as I can remember really, but I wasn’t interested in them.
“Where should we go then?”
“Oh, uhm. I don’t know… We can just drive around for a while?”
“Oh,” he snapped his fingers. “Good idea!”
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It was thirty or so minutes later and we had decided to just go back to my dorm. We couldn’t think of anything else to do anyway.
Everything that we came up with involved us being seen by a ton of people and then that led eventually to cameras and then to pictures and then to even more scandals. It was so annoying…
I pulled into a parking spot and turned the car off.
Now it was silent… again.
I hated this. Awkward silences that is. I didn’t even understand why it was so awkward between us.
I mean we were friends and we’ve known each other for at least two years… why couldn’t we just be comfortable.
It was fine earlier…
I needed to know. Whew. You can do the Jess. Just ask him.
Right, that’s exactly what Sunny would do. She wouldn’t put up with this so why am I?
“Yuri?”
Oh crap. I actually did it!
He hummed, eager for my next sentence it seemed.
Oh god I really walked myself in to a corner with this one.
“What is it Sica?”
Oh no, there he goes with his warm, soft yet husky voice. Ugh, I had to ask it though.
I had to know.
“Why… why is it so weird between us?” I didn’t dare look at him now.
“I’ve been asking myself the same thing all day.”
“Jinjja?” He hummed again.
“I don’t get it, I mean I like you. I should be…oh god, I said that aloud didn’t I?”
I couldn’t even respond.
It was one thing to hear that someone liked you from someone else, but to hear it from that person…
Oh god, I don’t think I was even breathing. I wasn’t dead was I?
“Sica?”
Nope definitely not dead.
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OH MY GOD.
I said it.
I looked at Sica and she was still facing the steering wheel.
Uh oh.
What… what do I do now?
“Sica,” I questioned. I watched her take a deep breath. “I…I-“
“Say it again.”
“What?” Holy… did she just say that?
“Can you say it again… please?” Uhm.
“I li-like you Sica.” Omo, it actually felt… good, to say it? “I like you.”
Very good actually.
“I really like you Jessica.” She looked at me.
“I like you too Yuri-yah,” she said softly as she put her hand on mine. “A lot.”
Oh~ goodness. It felt like my hand was on fire.
I felt the sudden urge to kiss her, or hug her, or something jesus. Our eyes locked and I knew I had to. I moved in swiftly and-
“Oww,” I said as I quickly grabbed my chest. Stupid freaking seatbelt.
“Are you alright,” she laughed. I nodded.
“Yeah. I’m fine.” She continued to laugh.
Aish… way to kill the mood Yul.
“Maybe we should go inside.” I hummed, still holding my chest. Gah, that really hurt.
She started to open the door, but a quick thought popped in my head.
“Yah! Hold on. Let me get it.” She froze while I hurried out of the car and over to the driver’s side. “There we go,” I said as I opened the door.
“Thank you,” she said with a cute little smile. I held out my hand to help her out
“Ani, it’s the least I can do.” Especially because I couldn’t do what I wanted to earlier…
Gah where did all this confidence come from? Maybe knowing that she really does like me? She said it herself!
Ah~!
“Wh-what did you want to do earlier?”
Every ounce of my body stood still. I didn’t say that aloud, did I?
I took a glance toward Jessica and… oh god. I totally did.
“Sorry, you mumbled it and I just thou-“
“Ani, ani, ani. It’s fine, I just didn’t think I said it aloud,” I grinned awkwardly. “Let’s go. It’s cold out here.”
That was when I noticed I was still holding her hand. Omo. I dropped it quick.
“S-sorry.” I turned and started walking toward the elevator in the garage. I heard the car door close behind me and then, oh gosh.
She intertwined her arm with mine and kept walking like nothing just happened.
Everything just happened!
My arm was almost on fire where she was touching and I felt like a shaken up soda, fizzing and fizzing, ready to pop! Gah no wonder Taeyeon and Sooyoung were always so happy, this was amazing.
We walked like that for about twenty more feet until she stopped abruptly.
“You still never told me what you wanted to do earlier.”
“Aigo~ I was hoping you’d forget,” I said honestly.
“Well it looks like I didn’t…so~,” she held out cutely.
This wasn’t a good moment to just kiss her though! Shouldn’t our first real kiss be somewhere that wasn’t a car garage? I mean since our first one period was on a set, this one should at least be somewhere with, I don’t know… less cars?
“Yuri,” she said sadly.
Oh no. I took a deep breath
“Fine…close your eyes.” Close your eyes? What the… where did that come from?
“Close my eyes?”
“Uh, yeah,” I went along with my first thought.
“Okay…” She did and I panicked.
What do I do?
I can’t kiss her. Ugh, but I wanted to so bad. Oh god.
Ahha!
I got it.
Moving in closer to her face, I placed a quick peck on her forehead. I proudly moved back and awaited her reaction. Let’s just say what I got was not quite what I expected…
She opened her eyes and looked right at me. She looked… omo. She looked angry?
“That was it?”
“Uhh, uhm…”
“Are you serious Kwon Yuri?” I gulped.
I knew I shouldn’t have kissed her!
“I can’t believe you didn’t even really kiss me,” she said angrily. “Seriously after all this…”
Wait. What?
“Wh-what did you want me to do,” I asked skeptically. What the hell? I’m so confu-
“Something like this,” She said just before she closed the gap in between us with a few short steps. I instinctively moved backward too, but then there was a rather large SUV in my way… Oh god!
Jessica closed the gap again, this time with a slight smirk plastered on her face.
Omo, this was really going to happen!
We were just inches away, staring at each other in silence. I saw the look in her eyes, and new mine probably looked the same. She looked excited, yet scared; ready, yet hesitant. Maybe I needed to make the first move…
Yeah! You’re the man Yul! You can do this. You’ve wanted to do this for month and I’m pretty sure she’s giving you full permission right now.
I was right, well the voice in my head was… I took a deep breath and slowly wrapped my arms around her waist, bringing her toward me just a little more.
Oh my god, I literately could have a heart attack at any moment, my heart was going so quickly.
Her hand smoothly went to the back of my head and I was not about to try to stop it. I felt her fingers run through my hair before her gentle pull downward.
Our lips met.
The initial touch must have lit a fire inside of me somewhere, because now I couldn’t even control myself. My hands started to roam as my lips parted slightly, waiting for her to catch on. She did quickly too for our tongues found each other, sending billions of tiny sparks throughout my body. I could taste the coffee that we had just minutes ago and I decided that this was my new favorite blend.
I needed more.
I tried to kiss her deeper, but with me being pressed up against this stupid SUV it was hard; literately and physically.
That’s it, I mentally shouted as I thought of my next move.
My hands moved down her back slowly and as they reached their target, I lifted her up. Her legs immediately wrapped around my waist as she emitted a cute little yelp from the sudden gesture. I chuckled. Gah she was adorable, and the position we were now in… Well, it wasn’t too bad either, especially when I switched our spots, leaving her pressed against the SUV.
Our eyes met again and before I could react she had already pressed our lips together. This time I felt her move more intensely, more hungrily maybe. I was not going to tell her to slow down either.
The position we were in was still awkward for me though, not that kind of awkward because I mean I loved being here. No, this was awkward because it was still hard for me to kiss her how I wanted to.
Ugh. I was thankful however when she started moving to the side of my face, planting kisses over and over. It gave me full reign to make my next move. I pushed the scarf down just enough and…
“Yul,” she almost moaned as my lips grazed her neck. I moved my lips around until I felt her tighten around me. That’s when I knew I found the sweet spot. I grinned in to a kiss before I started to nibble her just a bit and-
She pulled away. I felt the grip around my waist loosen too as she almost slid down my body. Ugh! No~!
“We should… go inside,” she said in between deep breaths. I sighed. Now that I’m thinking about it I was a little winded myself. I nodded. She was probably right, a garage was no place for this.
She started to walk backward with a cute grin as she let my hands continue to rest on her hips. Her hands moved to mine and she moved closer.
OH gosh. Round two?! This time however, I didn’t step back. I stood strong, waiting for whatever she decided to bless me with next, but it never came.
I heard a loud noise off to my right. We both looked in the direction it came from and-
FLASH
“Oh .”
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“Oh my god Yuri. What do we do,” I asked once we got in the elevator.
Thankfully Yuri was able to react quickly after that stupid paparazzi took a picture. He pulled me down behind the SUV that we were using unintentionally as a shield.
He then sneakily led us to the elevator doors. I don’t think the paparazzi followed us, but did he really need to? He got his shot.
Oh god.
We were photographed. Not only together, but we were full on making out.
I started to smile as I thought about it.
No! Jessica! You were photographed pabo! Oh god… and you’re the leader!
“I don’t know Sica. I have no idea what to do.”
“Yuri! You’re the guy! You’re supposed to know these things!”
“Calm down,” he said as he pulled me in to his arms. “We’ll figure it out… I’m sure Taengo knows what to do.” I nodded.
Duh. Why didn’t I even think about Taeyeon and Tiffany? Hello! They had been through his already. They were perfect.
I felt his hand start to rub my back and a sense of comfort swept over me, a sense of almost being protected. This was incredible. I took a deep breath and in the process was completely intoxicated in his scent once again.
His warm, fresh, slightly minty scent.
Another thing that was filling my mind was the fact that we had touched each other more in the last two minutes than we did for the past few hours, months even.
I don’t know how we got here, but I was not going to question it. Soon we reached my floor and I headed straight for the door. Opening it I walked directly into the living room.
“Where is Tiffany,” I asked the two cuddling on the sofa.
“Tiff and Taeyeon are both in our room, why?” I ignored her question and started straight for their door. “I’d knock,” she called out.
Screw that, I do not have time for knocking today.
I made it to the door and hurriedly opened it. In the second that it took for me to open the door the sudden thought of them potentially doing things I didn’t want to see filed my head. Oh god.
Thankfully once I processed everything I just saw Taeyeon on Tiffany’s bed and Tiffany doing a poor job at hiding something behind her back.
Whew, that was a close call.
“What is it Jess, I’m a little busy here,” she said with an annoyed tone.
That was a good question.
What was the issue here? Actually, the real question is where should I begin. My mind started to race before I finally said whatever came to mind.
“I kissed him.”
“Whoa, whoa, whoa… You kissed who,” Taeyeon asked.
“Yuri.”
“Wah~! Jessi! How was it,” Tiffany asked as her eyes turned into little crescents. Before I could say anything Taeyeon spoke.
“Yeah, where’s Yul at,” he said with laughter.
Ugh. This was no time for joking.
I had to tell them. Now.
“We,” I started. Oh god here it goes. “We got photographed.”
Their expressions both dropped.
“YOU DID WHAT,” Tiffany shouted.
“There was a paparazzi in the garage and we kissed and we didn’t notice him and-“
“Did he get one of you kissing?!” What?
“How am I supposed to know that Tiff!? Once we noticed him we hurried inside.”
“This isn’t good. Did you call oppa?” I shook my head. “Fine, I will. Babe can you hand me my phone?”
Taeyeon hummed and Tiffany soon had the phone to her ear.
“Let’s go in with everyone else,” Taeyeon suggested as he put his hand on the small of Tiff’s back, almost leading her out.
In our living room I noticed Sunny and Sooyoung sitting on the sofa along with Yuri. As soon as he saw me, he stood. I just shook my head and took the chair next to the sofa.
Oh god. This really was not a good situation.
“Oppa,’ I heard her question a few seconds later. “Mmm, we have a… a bit of an issue here.” She paused. “Yah! Why do you always think its Taeyeon and I? Yeah, well we didn’t do anything this time.” I heard Sooyoung chuckle a few times and I grinned. It was a little funny.
“Nope. It was Jessi, and Yuri… They may have gotten photographed doing something they shouldn’t have been doing?”
I appreciated her sort of, well easing the blow to him, but maybe it would have been easier to just tell him out right.
“Okay~.” She hit a button on her phone and looked right at me. “He’ll be here soon.”
Oh god.
“So what were you guys doing,” Sunny asked breaking the silence. “When they took your picture?” I shrugged.
“The only ones that I saw him take were of us probably staring right at him.”
“So they didn’t get one of you two kissing?” I heard a couple of gasps.
“OH MY GOD you kissed?”
“Yuri! You didn’t tell them?” He shook his head.
“No! Omo,” Sunny paused. “Are you two a couple now?”
That was actually a great question. Were we? I mean I wanted to be, but he hasn’t-
“Unnies I’m home,” Seohyun said as she walked in. “Oh, I didn’t know everyone as here.”
“Yeah, we’re all in trouble.” I glared at Sunny. Aish!
“What why?” The girl had a worried look. This was what I was afraid of…
Seohyun worries about everything. She might not show it, but I knew she did.
“Because Jessie and Yuri got caught making out.”
“What?” Her eyes nearly popped out of her head. “Jinjja?”
We spent the next ten or so minutes explaining what happened and almost on cue Oppa walked through the door.
“Oppa! You got here fast,” Sunny said happily.
“Enough Sunkyu, I live five minutes away. Now what the hell happened?” I turned to look at him and if looks could kill I would be SO dead right now. Like so~!
“Jessica and I may have been photographed er… well, kissing.”
“YOU WHAT,” he shouted. It was similar to Tiffany’s shout but definitely less excited and angrier… a lot angrier.
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After we finished explaining everything he did seem to be a little less angry.
“So you don’t even know if they caught you actually kissing?” I shook my head.
“All we know is that they got one of us like really close to each other…,” I trailed off. He started to nod.
“Okay. We’ll have to see what the pictures turn out like to know where to go from here.” He sighed. “I can’t believe this is happening again. How long have you two been hiding it? Months? A year?”
“We aren’t even together oppa,” Jessica said softly.
Wait a minute? What? I thought we were…
I guess I never really asked her yet though. Jiho hyung’s eyes doubled in size.
“You’re not even dating?” She shook her head. “So you’re going around kissing other idols Jessica, for no reason?”
“Oppa it’s not-“
“Who else is there? Are there pictures?”
“Yah,” I said as I stood up. “How can you say that about her?”
He was totally making it out to sound like Sica, well… got around, but that wasn’t the case. Not at all!
Jiho seemed in shock that I snapped back, hell even I was. I mean, sure I talk back to our manager, but he’s really like an older brother to us. SNSD’s manager though…
He started to talk but I cut him off. I needed to say this while I still felt brave enough.
“Sica isn’t like that,” I said. “The only reason we aren’t together is because I haven’t asked her. So, Sica-yah?” She looked up at me. “I’m not just asking you this because we might have just got caught or whatever, actually I’ve wanted to ask you for a while it’s just that with everything else going on I-“
“Yuri-yah,” she cut me off and I took a deep breath. I guess I was kind of rattling on there… I nodded.
“Right.” I took another deep breath. Here it goes. “Sica, would you be my girlfriend? We-we can get through this scandal together.”
I heard Sunny and Tiffany squeal and I think Tiffany was even hitting Taeyeon a little, but I couldn’t focus on them. All I saw right now was Jessica’s sweet little smile and her reddening cheeks.
“Of course I will Yuri-yah.” My grin tripled in size, at least. “And you’re right. If they caught us, let’s just come clean.”
Hold up.
“What?” “Omo.” “No.” “Jinjja?”
“Are you sure about that,” Taeyeon said loudly from across the room.
“Yeah Sica, maybe we should deny it. They’ve gotten a lot of crap for being together.” I heard Tiffany hum.
“Especially in the beginning Jessi. We’d been together for a year and fans were still against us.”
Right! I didn’t want that to happen either. I wanted our relationship to start off in a good light!
Omo! Our relationship! Wah~!
“Yeah, but a big reason they were against it is because you didn’t come clean and hid it for a year. I mean look at you two now. Everyone loves you guys.”
Oh crap. That was true too…
If Korea had a ‘National Couple’ it would probably be them. Every little thing they did made headlines. It was kinda ridiculous actually.
I remember a few days ago Taeyeon made the headlines when he sat too close to a member of a new girl group that just debuted on a broadcasted radio show.
First off, they weren’t any closer than Sooyoung was to the girl beside him, but they didn’t mention that. Secondly, that was the first time we had even heard of them, let alone see them, but apparently they were clearly dating… Like what?
People looked for signs in anything.
“But Je-“
“No. I think we should just confirm it. They’ll just hate us even more if we try to deny it, you know they will oppa.”
He sighed and put his hands over his face.
“Let’s just see what the photos bring.”
“Oppa,” she whined.
“Boys I think you should probably leave too.”
“What? Why does Taeyeon have to leave?! We didn’t do anything!”
“Tiffany don’t argue with me today, please. I have to go call the president ASAP.”
“Ugh. Fine.” She wrapped her arms around Taeyeon and I looked away. My eyes fell on Sica and she looked upset.
I took the seat beside her and put my hand on hers. I needed to comfort her.
“Hey, everything will be fine.” She didn’t say anything. Hmm… “I’m really happy you said yes earlier.” That got her attention!
“I am too Yuri-yah.” Her hand tightened around mine. “Do you think we should keep us a secret?”
That was a good question. Like Taeng has said so many times before there were very big pluses and negatives to being a public couple.
“I think we should just do whatever is best for us… If you want to though, I don’t mind.”
In the end however, we didn’t get a choice. We were being exposed whether we liked it or not.
Thankfully though SM was able to make somewhat of a deal with the company that caught us. Instead of the picture of us kissing, they were only going to post a picture of us together. I guess LSM didn’t want people to see us in that state… In exchange we, as in everyone involved on our side, would only give official statements to them. Obviously after the news broke we were allowed to talk about it, but they wanted to be the only source of the original ‘scandal.’
The news was supposed to hit tomorrow evening. I was really nervous. I thought it was probably better that way though.
Tomorrow evening we would all be in Paris, so all the paparazzi and fans in Korea wouldn’t even be able to get near us, unless they wanted to fly half way around the world that is.
The following morning when we got to the airport we weren’t even allowed to get near SNSD, except for Taeyeon that is. I figured that was only because whenever they’re together they draw more attention and there wasn’t anything SM liked more than good publicity.
That’s why I was a little confused why they didn’t let Soo go sit with Sunny. I figured they’d ride out the fame from WGM as long as they could, especially since they’re about to end their ‘marriage’ due to both of our tours.
For Jessica and I, I guess they were just going to wait until they saw how the public reacted to our news later on.
As soon as we touched down in Paris hours later, hyung got out his phone and hit the browser. After a few taps and swipes here and there he didn’t say anything for a while.
“Well,” I urged. He sighed and handed me his phone. Omo! It was already out!
Quickly taking it and scrolling to the top, my eyes bulged at the headline alone. Oh god, there was even our picture…
‘[Breaking] SNSD’s Jessica and TYS’s Yuri Confirmed Dating
Another celebrity couple has emerged with the start of summer as 'Sports Seoul' has released their exclusive report just now. It announced that Girls’ Generation’s Jessica and TYS’s Yuri are in fact dating. The photo that they have released with the article is from yesterday inside SNSD’s parking garage after the two returned from what seemed to be a date.
The couple has been seen on multiple occasions in the past such as, baseball games and eating together.
The rumors of the two first started while their drama ‘Wild Romance’ was airing. The two played old lovers who reunite; which only fueled the rumors more.
Representatives from SM did not hesitate to confirm the relationship last night when presented with the accusations.
-The dating rumors are true. While the two were close friends in the past, their relationship progressed into that of a couple only recently, please watch over them fondly.
Another representative said this.
-They are in the very beginning stages of their relationship. Please treat them well.
With fellow members Tiffany and Taeyeon, from SNSD and TYS respectfully, being engaged, we can only wonder about what will become of this couple and to the remaining members.
Congratulations!’
“Oh boy,” I said aloud.
“Oh boy is right,” hyung replied. “Let’s get to the hotel. You two aren’t allowed to be seen together either.”
“What!? Why not? It’s already all out there hyung,” I argued. He sighed.
“It’ not my rule Yul, this one came from Lee Sooman. We have to listen.”
Ugh! Sometimes I really hated that guy!
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