These past few weeks have been literately non-stop commotion. Since our album came out in just over a week we were busy with various promotions, photo sessions, interviews and all kinds of craziness. It didn’t help that if we weren’t at an interview or a radio show or whatever we were at practices and rehearsals. I did understand somewhat, we needed everything to be perfect this time around, but let us have a night to rest for once. We also had just finished our music video filming last week and were releasing a twenty second teaser along with our single on the 25^th, which also happened to be in a few days.

It wasn’t just busy for me either. Tiffany had it even worse. SNSD were in the final stages of preparing for their newest album and on top of the award shows and variety shows they had been on recently I didn’t even know how they had enough time to use the bathroom.

We hadn’t seen each other since the night we kissed, although I replayed it in my mind at least fifteen times a day. Thankfully no one seemed to had seen us that night. Well, besides the girls at the restaurant. The pictures with Tiffany had of course somehow found their way on the internet, along with the comment that she was there with an unknown male that she seemed very close with. It was a hot topic for a few days afterward but it eventually died down.

I personally thought it was hilarious, and I was also a little hurt. I wished they would have been able to recognize me, but at the same time not because that would have been very bad for both of us. Very bad.

“Taengo! Let’s go! We don’t want to be late,” I heard Soo call me pulling me out of my thoughts.

On top of all the other madness they were pulling through, tonight was the first day of SNSD’s two day concert held here in Seoul. My wish for a night off was granted, when Hyung said that we could go tonight. We were all going to support them since we were under the same company, that’s what we told him at least when he asked why we wanted to go.

Not too long after later we were back stage searching for the girls. I saw a staff member and flagged him down.

“Excuse me but could you tell me where SNSD is?” He looked at me puzzled at first but I saw him notice my backstage pass reserved for the fellow SM artists and he quickly answered me.

We followed his directions and we were finally in front of the door with their group name beside it. I knocked on it and heard some commotion behind the door.

It finally opened revealing a tall raven haired girl. “Oh hi Oppa! What are you doing here?”

“Yah who is it?” I heard what I knew to be Sunny’s voice call.

She motioned for us to come in. Once I was inside I scanned the room for the person I wanted to see the most. I saw Jessica sitting in a chair with a woman behind her fixing up her hair, and then Sunny was making her way to all of us. As she pulled me in to a hug I very quietly asked her where Tiffany was since there were a couple unknowing people in the room. When we broke the hug I saw her nod to the left of me and then continue to hug Soo and Yuri.

I looked and it was just a door. What in the…? Aish pabo! It must be the bathroom or something.

“We wanted to come and wish you all good luck on your first night,” Sooyoung spoke. “Wow, you look really nice Sica.”

‘Sica?’ I turned my head to see where his attention was. Jessica? He gave her a nickname? Since when?

I looked at her more carefully. She did look very pretty, but also very confused and a little angry? Yikes.

“Did you just call me Sica?”

“Yeah, Jessica has too many syllables,” he stated casually not giving in to her icy glare. I couldn’t believe him. I chuckled to myself. Choi Sooyoung where did all this confidence come from?

“Seriously, the hand soap in there smells so- Oh,” I heard a husky voice coming from beside me.

I turned my head quickly and made eye contact with her. As much as I wanted to run and hug her as tight as I could, I had to fight the urge. The stylist noonas were still in the room.

I watched her as she smiled at me, the smile that I could never get tired of. I figured I was probably grinning like a fool by now. I had lost all interest in the conversation that was happening around me, I’m sure it was just about Sooyoung and his new nickname for our ice princess.

I was more interested in the conversation Tiffany and I were having. Although we weren’t saying anything I felt as if I knew exactly what she was thinking. She was always able to perfectly show her emotions and thoughts through her expressions. I was jealous of that. I’m usually pretty great at not being able to express myself.

I was finally pulled from my gaze when I heard the others around me thank the stylists loudly. I turned to see the older woman walking out the door. Grinning, I turned back to face Tiffany when I had felt something slam in to my body. I knew it was her by her scent alone.

Wrapping my arms around her I broke in to the biggest smile. “I missed you,” I whispered in her ear. We stayed in that hugging position for a good couple of minutes. Not saying anything, just enjoying being in one another arms.

She finally started to pull away. A thought suddenly popped in to my head. I moved in to try to kiss her but I was quickly pushed away.

“Wae,” I pouted and whined at her in the cutest voice I could muster up.

I saw her slightly smile before she stepped closer and answered me. “Tae they just spent all this time on my make up! You can’t mess it up.”

“Ugh,” I groaned aloud. Pulling her in to a hug again I asked, “Can I at least do this awhile more?” I was trying to be cute in front of her in hopes she’d give in. I saw her shyly smile and nod while in my arms.

This was all I needed. Although we hadn’t progressed very far physically as a couple, emotionally it felt like we’ve been there for each other for years. I mean it’s been two months and we’ve only kissed once. On the other hand though I felt like I could talk to her about anything that was on my mind, in fact that was exactly what we did. We talked via our cell phones as much as we could with our busy schedules.

Now that people were starting to know who my members and I were it was going to get even harder to sneak around with her. I couldn’t care less though. I would do anything it takes to be with the girl I loved.

That was another thing I’ve realized lately. I was undeniably in love with Tiffany Hwang.  I hadn’t planned on telling her anytime soon for I wasn’t sure if she felt the same way about me. You don’t just throw around the ‘love’ word either. I needed to be 100% sure.

“Tiff we need to go now,” Jessica said interrupting my thoughts and more importantly our hug.

I heard her sigh as she moved back a little. Her arms were still around me when she looked up at me and spoke. “You’ll come back here after the show right?”

I smiled even bigger at her cuteness. “Of course I will Fany-ah,” I said softly as I moved my hands to the side of her head. I leaned in and gave her a kiss on the forehead. I then watched her grin and leave the room with her members.

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We left our seats a few minutes earlier to get through the crowds a little easier, on our way back though we ran in to the f(x) members who were also waiting for the girls to get finished up.

“Oppa! What are you guy’s doing here,” one of the girls called at us.

“We’re here to congratulate SNSD of course, and you?”

“Ne, the same thing. How have you guys been?” “Are you excited for your comeback?” Two questions were fired off at once.

“We’ve been busy, but good,” Soo answered. “And yeah we’re totally psyched. You guys are gonna buy it right?”

“Of course Soo,” Amber replied. “We miss you guys!”

Amber was always the one we were closest with out of f(x), she fit in perfectly with us ever since I started training. Luna was always nice too. She always acted like our older sister even though she was a year younger than Sooyoung. The other three didn’t really talk to us much to tell the truth. There was Victoria who never really spoke Korean that well which was the main problem. She always kind of distanced herself from us as well. Sulli didn’t really try to ever chat with us either. I’m not saying she was rude or anything. It’s just that neither side really put any effort in. Then there was Krystal. I was always very intimidated by her. One reason is that she was Jessica’s little sister. The iciness totally ran in the family. She was never rude or anything either, it was just always a lot harder for me to talk to her. Although we did frequently chat with her by default of always being with Amber, we were never close.

“We miss you guys too,” I chimed in.

“We should all get together soon!”

“You’re right Luna,” Amber spoke again. “What are you guys doing after this? We were going to go out to eat with Jessica unnie and all them, I’m sure they won’t mid if you all come too.”

“I can’t. I have a schedule in an hour or so,” Yuri said. He was going to be on a radio show to do PR for or release that was coming soon. “But I’m sure these two would love too.” He then flashed his best grin.

He’d been doing that a lot recently, always trying to charm everyone around. It always made Soo and I crack up. He was the visual though, so I guess we’ll be seeing a lot more of it.

“Yeah, if they don’t mind we’ll totally join,” Sooyoung replied again.

“We’ll have to ask them when they-“

“Unnie! You guys were so good!” Krystal shouted cutting Amber off mid-sentence. A chorus of praises and congratulatory phrases went around from all of us.

“Ah thank you, thank you,” Jessica said as she hugged her sister. I saw Sunny come right after her and say her thank you as well.

“Hey Unnies is it okay that I invited Taengo and Soo with us tonight?”

“Yes!” I smiled when I heard the voice I had been waiting for.

“Are you sure? We don’t want to be a bother,” I said with a playful tone. Tiffany was now in front of me.

“Yah, don’t be stupid,” she hit my chest letting her hand linger there longer than it should have. I felt slightly warmer from just her touch, even though it was a bit harsh.

“We’ll be out in a few minutes,” Sunny called and then closed the door once Seohyun had made her way in.

It took a lot less time than I had thought it would for them to get finished.

Seohyun was the first out.

“I won’t be going with you guys tonight, I’m going home early. Sorry!”

“Oh it’s fine Seohyun-ah. Have a nice night,” Luna said.

“Hey, I should probably go too guys,” Yuri said. It was getting to be almost time for him to go.

“Why don’t you ride along with me so we don’t take up both of the vans here for our groups?”

“That’s actually a great idea. Let’s go. I’ll see you guys later!”

It was ten minutes later and I think I spoke too soon earlier. They were taking forever.

Sunny was the next one out followed by Jessica. Hmm.

“Where is Tiffany unnie?” Sulli asked.

“She’s still in there, something about taking her make up off. Taeyeon can you go get her? We’ll go ahead to the van okay?”

That really surprised me. We were trying to not give it away Sunny aish. “Uhh-wha.. Me?” She nodded. “Sure… Can I just go in?”

“Yeah! Tell her to hurry up, I’m telling the driver to leave at 9,” she said as she walked away. I could have sworn I saw her smirk before she turned completely away from me.

I took a glance at everyone and they looked equally as confused as I was. I saw Amber shrug at me before quickly following behind Sunny. The rest of f(x), Jessica, and Soo were also in tow. I then pulled out my phone to check the time, 8:50. Good we have ten minutes. It shouldn’t take her that long to take off make up right?

I opened the door to their room slightly and called out for her. No response. Stepping in further I heard the door close behind me and felt a hand on my arm.

I was quickly turned around to see my girlfriend smirking at me.

“You were fantastic out there Fany-ah,“ I said softly.

Her arms easily found their way around my neck as she pulled me in closer. Unconsciously my hands moved to her waist. I saw her leaning nearer just as I was. This was taking way too long I thought. I quickly moved in and captured her lips with mine causing her to let out a small gasp. All my worries and hesitation had evaporated at that moment.

Our lips were moving perfectly together, so perfect in fact I decided to take it up a notch. I ran my tongue across her bottom lip and without a second of hesitation she parted hers, allowing me to explore , letting me taste everything I could touch. Our tongues skimmed one another as she moved her hand to the back of my head, pulling me in to deepen the kiss. I felt her fingers intertwine with my hair as she tugged on it ever so slightly. My hands were now subconsciously rubbing her hipbones underneath her shirt. I could not get enough of her.

It had started to get even hotter than it already was. I stepped even closer than I was before. I could feel all her body’s curves against mine, but then I felt something strange. What in the world is th-. Ahh! It was her phone vibrating.

“Fa…Fany-ah. Yo...your...phone is…ringing,” I managed to get in between our kisses.

“Let it,” she said as she pulled away for what wasn’t even a second.

Every inch of my body told me to keep going, but I had to stop. Not just because of her phone ringing but for my sake as well. I heard her groan as I started to pull away. Once I removed my tongue from I felt her bite my bottom lip and tug on it before she released causing a sound I have never heard before escape my lips This was seriously the best feeling in the world. Hands down. She made an effort in pulling me back in but I ultimately won, I’m not actually sure if I would call pulling out of this winning but whatever.

I leaned my head on her shoulder while she maneuvered her phone out of her pocket, my arms still around her. I smirked mischievously at my own thought. I turned my head in to her neck and started to plant kisses all over.

“Yah Sunkyu-yah wh-what do you want?” She stuttered at surprise of the first kiss but then soon tilted her head and leaned in to me more.“Mhmm. Y-yeah. Okay, we’ll b-be right out,” she said and quickly closed the phone. “Yah Kim Taeyeon what do you think you’re doing?!” She was giving me a mischievous look.

I started to laugh as I moved my hands to her face. Planting a quick kiss on her lips I then turned and started to walk out the door. We couldn’t start at it again, I knew I wouldn’t want to stop if we did. Wait what was Sunny even calling for she said I had until 9. I pulled my phone out to check the time.

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