''Waiting for someone you love is never easy. It may even be irrelevant especially if the one you love isn’t aware that you’re waiting''

Dara’s POV

No way! Is this really happening? I can feel Joongie’s soft lips against mine and the weird thing is I’m not even resisting, actually I’m even responding. His lips are so soft and sweet. This is the first time I’ve been kissed so gently. Wait. But then again why did this happen? Why am I not resisting? Come on body move! Push him!

‘Nn Jae….Joo…ngie’, I said between my breath but that was a wrong move. I felt his tongue sliding inside my mouth, playing with my own. Ah, damn! He’s a good kisser!

Our kiss lasted for 5 minutes, 5 heavenly minutes! We stared at each other, both of us dazed.

‘Dara I’m….’, Joongie started but we got disturbed.

‘Dara! Jae! Open the door!! Bang! Bang!’, We both heard  Minie and Hyunie screamed as they knocked on the door. We immediately stood up and went towards the door, both of us flustered and confused.

‘Yah! We’ve been knocking on the door for 3 minutes already! What were you guys doing?!’, Minie asked making me blushed and flustered.

‘Uh..we were….’, How can I say ‘Oh we were just making out on the couch~’, nope can’t say that ,  definitely not.

‘We we---re just setting up the table and by the way don’t you guys have your keys?!’, Jae said saving both of us.

‘Well I forgot mine, Merry Christmas Sandy~’, Hyunie said while smiling as he gave me a cake.

‘Oh! Merry Christmas to you as well Hyunie’, I said as I gave him a peck on his cheek. Somehow, I can sense someone staring or glaring at me.

‘Merry Christmas Dara-ah!’, Minie said as he gave me a peck.

‘Ah, Thanks you too Minie’, I said while giving him a peck as well.

‘Well, let’s go to the living room already!’, Joongie said or should I say shouted.

I let Minie and Hyunie go first leaving me and Jae. We both looked at each other.

‘I-I…’, I started but got interrupted by him.

‘I’m sorry Dara-ah…I-I just got carried away…Umm just forget about it ok?’, Jae said. I heard something crashed inside me and it feels so painful. What is it? Why does it hurt so badly?

‘I-I…It’s o-okay. I’m sorry I got carried as well…I’ll forget about it don’t worry’, I said as I forced myself to smile.

‘Y-yeah..Let’s go?’, He said but I didn’t look at him too afraid to see his reaction right now. I let him go first. I felt hot tears streaming down my face.

‘Why am I crying?’, I mumbled to myself as I quickly rubbed my tears away and went to the living room. I spent the Christmas eve with them, for the whole evening I ignored Jae because I felt that if I went near him I might break down and I wouldn’t like that. I don’t even know the reason why I’m feeling like this. Fortunately, Hyunie and Minie were with me so for a moment I forgot the unknown pain.

Jae’s POV

Why did I kiss her? I know myself, I wouldn’t kiss anyone just because I got carried away I’m not that type. But when I heard her say that she also got carried away, something felt wrong. I felt my heart crash that moment. Weird thing is that I felt jealous towards those two dwarves since they all got her attention or it’s as if she’s ignoring me for the whole evening.

‘Why?’, I mumbled as I touched my chest, feeling a painful stab whenever I remember what I did and what she said. I want to figure out what this is before I lose my mind.

Dara’s POV

On Christmas day we all spent Christmas together but without Joongie and Geun Suk. Hyunie said he saw Jae left early saying he needs to go somewhere but he didn’t say where he will go. As for Geun Suk, Hee said that he has schedules to do but will come back before New Year’s Eve.

‘I wonder where he is….?’, I mumbled as I thought about Joongie but pain came right after as I remember what he said to me that night.

‘Got carried away huh?’, I said as I bitterly laughed. I went back to my bed and slept for the rest of the day, too tired and lazy to do anything.

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I'm sowwy guys!! >.< I kept promising myself 

to update but I've been busy with my projects

and not only that I also have my work experience

for two weeks!!gahhh!stress!! >.<

Anyway whoop! I'm lovin Gayo daejun this year!

Our bright dara with hee oppa!kekkekeke

I should make heedara moments as well kekeke

Whatya think??kekkek anyway this is 2x update~

-Love, Rako-chii~