Chapter 47

Maybe I'm not Worthless (A Jimin and BTS fic)

Jimin pov~
(A/n I Havnt researched comas much but I do remember you can dream and think in them so that's what's gonna happen)

I don't remember much. I remember Apologizing to JB for being born. But other than that it was just... Darkness. I couldn't move. I tried and tried but my body wouldn't move. It was like my worst nightmare. I was by myself. I couldn't feel my body I was just.. Still.  Was I dead? I didn't want to die. I used to but now I had friends, I had a loving mother, I had something to live for and it was going to be taken away from me. If I could cry I would but I was just surrounded by the thoughts in my head. I screamed but nobody heard me. Nobody was there. I writhed and screamed in terror. I felt like the demons would come to get me any second. I was scared of the dark.

Just when I thought I couldn't take it anymore I closed my eyes. And when I opened them again I was back in my room. I knew I hadn't of been asleep it felt too real. Was I going crazy? I hopped out of bed and ran through my door. Then I was at school.

The kids were laughing. They were coming for me. That's when I saw BTS. They were coming for me too. Maybe they would know what was going on. "Tell me what's going on Namjoon please!" I screamed to him. But as he got closer I saw this darkness in his eyes I havnt seen for a while. He threw me against the locker. The other members laughed.

I looked to Jungkook who yelled to me ,"You're worthless! You're a nothing!" He screamed. I sunk to the ground. They continued calling me horrible things. Block b joined in too. Got7 came along and JB continued to throw me around. It was like my world was crashing down. I covered my ears and cried. I begged,screamed for them to stop but it was like they didn't hear me. This must've been a dream. This has to be. When would I wake up? How much of this would I have to take?

I Havnt had nightmares for a while why were they coming back? Why did this one feel so... Real. Just when I thought the beating wouldn't stop I heard something.

It was crying. I recognized that crying. Mom? It couldn't be. I've never heard my mom cry. She was the toughest person I knew. Even when dad left her she didn't shed a tear. I knew if my mom cried something was really wrong. Was this another part of the nightmare? Maybe this wasn't even a nightmare.

Maybe I really was dead.... Maybe this was my personal hell. But I never did anything wrong. So why, why was this happening to me? I cried harder and harder begging for someone to hold me. I couldn't be left alone. Last time I was left alone I tried to jump off a bridge. I just wanted to wake up. Please let me wake up...

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squeegirl
#1
Chapter 24: this reminded me of eat jin ???
Akahaka_Scarlet #2
I read it in wattpad, and I'm waiting for you to finish the other one while than I will just reread it here because I'm in the mood to just jump from the window right now but sadly I'm not alone at home
kpopbrazil #3
Chapter 75: I loved this update! This second speech is totally necessary and amazing but i still think Jimin needs new friends. All of them were so horrible. Specially Namjoon. He began all of this. Just because of some gossiping.
kpopbrazil #4
Chapter 68: Jungkook is so full of himself! "Jimin tried harder than anyone he deserves me". Wow! Really? Does he consider himself like an olympic trophy or something? He's ridiculous. He thought jimin would jump on his arms and cry from happiness? I don't believe in his "love" for jimin at all.
kpopbrazil #5
Chapter 67: Man, i loved jimin's speech here! It was about time! Well done, Jimin. Now go and find true friends.
kpopbrazil #6
Chapter 53: I agree with Taetae. They were horrible! Jimin.deserves way better friends, for sure!
kpopbrazil #7
Chapter 51: I don't like the other six members of bts here. Specially Jungkook.
taeckhun16
#8
Chap 42: JB WAE!!!!!????
Melodie05 #9
Chapter 42: For the question on chapter 41 I think it is a form of selfestime problem. You touched something with this character that could totally be accurate in real life. I love to hate him but maybe he will come to his mind and change....