Chapter 43

Maybe I'm not Worthless (A Jimin and BTS fic)

JB pov ~~~

I started laughing thinking about how the guys are probably on their way too my dad's house right now. They were all pretty stupid. I wasn't kidnapping Jimin really because it's not like I'm keeping him or anything.

My phone started ringing, it was my dad. I picked it up,"hello?" I said angrily. "Where are you boy, I'm not done with you yet," he slurred on the other end of the phone. "I'm.... Taking out the trash," I said turning to look at Jimin. "I don't care what you're doing you are gonna get back here so I can finish beating your a**!" He yelled through the phone. I flinched but said nothing. "You are a worthless son and you deserve all the pain you get. You should be the smartest most popular kid in school but what are you? Second? You deserve everything I give you. You shouldn't of even been born if I knew you were going to be this pathetic," he tried to continue but I hung up and threw my phone in the back seat.

I pulled off to a curve of a forest and sat there. I noticed Jimin was starting to move. Finally his eyes started to flutter open. I got out of the car and went around to open his car door. I unbuckled his seat belt and grabbed him out. I heard him whimper as I pulled his hair. "W-what do you want from me JB?" He said stuttering once he finally had gained full consciousness. "Me? You know what I want," I grabbed the collar of his shirt and got close to his face," I want to be the best, but you're in the way," I said throwing him against a tree.

"I want you to get out of my life is what I want," I said throwing a kick to his stomach. He cried out in pain but I didn't care. "I want you to stop being better than me," I said punching him in the face. I threw him down on the ground and hovered over him. "I want you to die!" I screamed kicking him in the sides. "I'm sorry," he said crying in pain. "It's too late for sorry," I said as I continued to kick him in his ribs. Anger came over me and I wouldn't stop. His screams got louder. I got on top of him and continued punching him in the face. He didn't fight back , he didn't do anything. Blood started coming out of his mouth and nose. Everything started to become a blur. His blood was starting to get on my face from me hitting him so hard. His screaming and crying didn't stop but I had already tuned it out a long time ago. I thought back to all the beatings my father gave me. The beatings could all stop if Jimin wasn't here. I gave up punching him and began wrapping my hands around his neck. He started choking. I saw his eyes start to droop. But before they closed I heard him mutter ,"I'm sorry for ever being born."

That's what I told my father the first time he beat me. I ended up in the hospital with 3 broken ribs. Remembering that moment brought me back into reality and I gasped as I let go of his neck. His eyes were closed and it looked like he wasn't breathing. "J-Jimin," I said holding his bloody face. I put my ear close to his mouth to see if he was breathing. I checked his pulse but it was very light. I started freaking out. What have I done??? I started panting. What do I do??? I remember I still had Jin's phone.

I looked through the contacts and dialed Jackson. "Jin? Why are you calling me you're in the car right behind me," he answered. "T-this isn't Jin," I said shaking. "JB? Where are you? What did you do jimin?!" He yelled through the phone. "I-I think I almost k-killed him," I stuttered as tears began falling from my eyes. "Y-you ... Where are you?!" He screamed through the phone. I started crying harder, "I'm right outside town, on the side of the road in this clearing by the forest. Bring an ambulance with you," I said hanging up and getting in my car. I looked over to his body on the ground outside my car, I could barely see his chest lifting up and down.

I took a deep breath as I drove off back to my rented house . I had to do something. I had to do....something. 

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squeegirl
#1
Chapter 24: this reminded me of eat jin ???
Akahaka_Scarlet #2
I read it in wattpad, and I'm waiting for you to finish the other one while than I will just reread it here because I'm in the mood to just jump from the window right now but sadly I'm not alone at home
kpopbrazil #3
Chapter 75: I loved this update! This second speech is totally necessary and amazing but i still think Jimin needs new friends. All of them were so horrible. Specially Namjoon. He began all of this. Just because of some gossiping.
kpopbrazil #4
Chapter 68: Jungkook is so full of himself! "Jimin tried harder than anyone he deserves me". Wow! Really? Does he consider himself like an olympic trophy or something? He's ridiculous. He thought jimin would jump on his arms and cry from happiness? I don't believe in his "love" for jimin at all.
kpopbrazil #5
Chapter 67: Man, i loved jimin's speech here! It was about time! Well done, Jimin. Now go and find true friends.
kpopbrazil #6
Chapter 53: I agree with Taetae. They were horrible! Jimin.deserves way better friends, for sure!
kpopbrazil #7
Chapter 51: I don't like the other six members of bts here. Specially Jungkook.
taeckhun16
#8
Chap 42: JB WAE!!!!!????
Melodie05 #9
Chapter 42: For the question on chapter 41 I think it is a form of selfestime problem. You touched something with this character that could totally be accurate in real life. I love to hate him but maybe he will come to his mind and change....