Chapter 18

Maybe I'm not Worthless (A Jimin and BTS fic)
Jimin pov- I walked down the stairs as everybody motioned me to sit down. They stared at me and my crossed arms and I hoped they didn't see anything. It was a awkward silence until Jin spoke up. "Jimin would you like some food?" Jin said trying to break the silence. "I'm not hungry" I said quietly. "You didn't eat anything at lunch so you should be hungry"Jin said worriedly. "I didn't eat breakfast either so what does it matter?" I muttered quietly. Everybody just stared at me. "Jimin." I looked up to Suga who just spoke. "When was the last time you ate?" Suga continued. I thought for a moment. It had been at least a few days. "Well I ate half of a apple a few days ago" I said staring at the floor. "That's all? Why aren't you eating Jimin?" Namjoon spoke up this time. I just glared. I was getting angry. I just wanted to go home. I feel like I'm being interrogated. "Answer us Jimin" JHope spoke. "I'm already ugly I don't need to be fat too," I said through gritted teeth. "Jimin. So you're starving yourself?" Jungkook said with sadness in his voice. I stayed quiet. I looked up to see Jin staring at my arms. I folded them tighter and Jin noticed that. "Jimin show me your arms" he said standing up. "No" I said plainly. "I said show me" he said with anger in his voice. "I don't want to" I said. "Jimin show me your arms!" He yelled. It scared me. I have never seen Jin like this. I pulled out my arms quickly not meaning to. He grabbed them before I could pull back. He flipped my arm over to show all the cuts on my arms. Some of them were a few days old and some of them were years old. Everybody gasped and I thought I heard Jungkook whimper. Jin looked like he was about to cry. Namjoon suddenly got up and stormed out. Jin let go of my hands. "Suga go get Namjoon" Jin said quietly. Suga rushed out. We sat in silence as we heard yelling on the other side of the door. I couldn't make out what they were saying. Why was Namjoon yelling?Don't him and all the other members want me to do this to myself? I looked at the other members and they were all silently thinking. A few minutes later Namjoon and Suga walked in. They sat down quietly. "Jimin. Are we the reason that you're doing this to yourself?" Suga said. I thought for a second. Should I tell them The truth or lie to make them feel better. I've spent my whole life trying to make others happy. I can't do it anymore. I took a deep breath and responded with a "yes".
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squeegirl
#1
Chapter 24: this reminded me of eat jin ???
Akahaka_Scarlet #2
I read it in wattpad, and I'm waiting for you to finish the other one while than I will just reread it here because I'm in the mood to just jump from the window right now but sadly I'm not alone at home
kpopbrazil #3
Chapter 75: I loved this update! This second speech is totally necessary and amazing but i still think Jimin needs new friends. All of them were so horrible. Specially Namjoon. He began all of this. Just because of some gossiping.
kpopbrazil #4
Chapter 68: Jungkook is so full of himself! "Jimin tried harder than anyone he deserves me". Wow! Really? Does he consider himself like an olympic trophy or something? He's ridiculous. He thought jimin would jump on his arms and cry from happiness? I don't believe in his "love" for jimin at all.
kpopbrazil #5
Chapter 67: Man, i loved jimin's speech here! It was about time! Well done, Jimin. Now go and find true friends.
kpopbrazil #6
Chapter 53: I agree with Taetae. They were horrible! Jimin.deserves way better friends, for sure!
kpopbrazil #7
Chapter 51: I don't like the other six members of bts here. Specially Jungkook.
taeckhun16
#8
Chap 42: JB WAE!!!!!????
Melodie05 #9
Chapter 42: For the question on chapter 41 I think it is a form of selfestime problem. You touched something with this character that could totally be accurate in real life. I love to hate him but maybe he will come to his mind and change....