Chapter 40

Maybe I'm not Worthless (A Jimin and BTS fic)

Jimin pov~

It was around 9pm when I had finally convinced myself to go. I couldn't let Jungkook down. Could I? I tried to ignore all the thoughts flooding my head. I would come, make an appearance and then leave. The only thing really keeping me from faking a flu was how Jungkook got so excited when I said I would come. 

I groaned and opened my front door. I could already hear the music from across the street. I started walking towards their door. This is the first party I've been to in years. This is the first party I've even been invited to for years. 

I finally opened the door. There was so many people there. They stared at me and some of them went silent. I looked around for anybody I knew, well at least I knew that was okay with me. I felt really out of place. Finally I bumped into someone ," sorry ," I muttered looking down. "Hey Jimin you're actually here!" I looked up to meet jackson's eyes. I took a step back. 

I knew Jackson was nice and all now but he still scared me about what he could do to me if I made him mad. "H-hi Jackson," I said. "Your boyfriend's over there," Jackson said punching my arm lightly and pointing to a drunk kookie in the corner with the others. I closed my eyes because Jackson could kill me any second. I finally looked up once he walked away. 

'I wish Jungkook was my boyfriend' I thought as I walked up to kookie. "Jimin!" He yelled running up and dragging me over to where the other bts members were sitting. "Hi," I said sitting down next to Jin. Jin looked upset but I couldn't tell what he was upset about. "Yo Namjoon! Get over here," I heard a kid from school yell. Namjoon went over  and the others came too. Jungkook said he had to go
to the bathroom and that he would be back in a minute so I was left alone. Great, just great.

I decided to go to the kitchen and get some water.  I poured a glass of water but before I could drink it I heard something. I looked into the crowd. I saw black hightops and a purple jacket. I looked up to meet his eyes. JB. What was he doing here? He began to run when I sat my glass down and started walking towards him. I tried to follow him through the crowd. People were bumping into me and by the time I got to the door he was gone. But I never heard the door open or close so was he still here? Maybe I was just seeing things and he wasn't even here in the first place. 

I walked back to the kitchen and finished my glass of water so I could go find Jungkook who said he'd be back soon so we could hang out. I noticed everyone else was drinking alcohol even though most of them weren't even 18 yet, let alone 21. I shook my head, how could teenagers be so.... Troublesome? 

I sat against the kitchen table contemplating life as the members call it when my head started hurting. Maybe it was from being so cramped together with people, especially drunk people. I decided to go outside and get some air. When I got outside my head started hurting worse. I then began feeling really dizzy. What was wrong with me? I didn't drink any alcohol. Am I dying?! I shook my head. I began to get really wobbly. I looked up to see JB smirking at me before he said  ," this is just the beginning." The last thing I remember is hearing the door behind me open and I saw what I thought was JB's face fill with fear and then ....
Complete darkness.


A/n: so here's a new chapter lol. If you haven't watched my tailer yet please go back and watch it lovelies it would mean so much. 

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squeegirl
#1
Chapter 24: this reminded me of eat jin ???
Akahaka_Scarlet #2
I read it in wattpad, and I'm waiting for you to finish the other one while than I will just reread it here because I'm in the mood to just jump from the window right now but sadly I'm not alone at home
kpopbrazil #3
Chapter 75: I loved this update! This second speech is totally necessary and amazing but i still think Jimin needs new friends. All of them were so horrible. Specially Namjoon. He began all of this. Just because of some gossiping.
kpopbrazil #4
Chapter 68: Jungkook is so full of himself! "Jimin tried harder than anyone he deserves me". Wow! Really? Does he consider himself like an olympic trophy or something? He's ridiculous. He thought jimin would jump on his arms and cry from happiness? I don't believe in his "love" for jimin at all.
kpopbrazil #5
Chapter 67: Man, i loved jimin's speech here! It was about time! Well done, Jimin. Now go and find true friends.
kpopbrazil #6
Chapter 53: I agree with Taetae. They were horrible! Jimin.deserves way better friends, for sure!
kpopbrazil #7
Chapter 51: I don't like the other six members of bts here. Specially Jungkook.
taeckhun16
#8
Chap 42: JB WAE!!!!!????
Melodie05 #9
Chapter 42: For the question on chapter 41 I think it is a form of selfestime problem. You touched something with this character that could totally be accurate in real life. I love to hate him but maybe he will come to his mind and change....