We got back home after a long stressful day at school. It still was the best day in years because I didn't get beat up. I decided to stay at their apartment again like yesterday. As we walked in Yoongi immediately went to the fridge and grabbed a soda before laying down. I sat quietly at the kitchen table before a plate of cookies got sat in front of me. I looked up to find Jin and the others staring down at me. "What" I said. "Eat" was all Jin said before sitting down next to me. "I'm not hungry" I said ignoring everyone. I may not get beaten anymore but that's no reason to start eating again. I looked up and there was Jin giving me the death glare. It was actually very scary. I slowly grabbed a cookie wondering how this was going to turn out. Usually when I ate I got sick. I didn't realize I was just staring at the cookies until Jin slammed his text book next to me making me jump. I slowly took a bite out of it quickly swallowing it to make Jin happy. Before I knew it Yoongi had walked up to me and shoved the rest in my mouth. I finally swallowed remaining quiet. I didn't realize how hungry I was until I finally ate. Suddenly I felt my stomach turn and I felt sick. I quickly hopped up and went to the bathroom throwing up everything I had ate for the last week. I was now hungrier than before. When I came back I saw everyone have a look of disappointment on their face. Did I do something wrong? I just prayed that I didn't lose the little bit of happiness I had just got back. I covered my face with my hands looking down at the ground. Suddenly I heard a knock on the door..... I completely forgot BTS had made some new 'friends' ever sense they left me.