Chapter 14

Maybe I'm not Worthless (A Jimin and BTS fic)

Jimin pov
I slowly opened my eyes which even hurt. I finally remembered what happened. Namjoon , the members , everything came rushing to my head as I quickly sat up. I wanted to yell it hurt so bad. I clutched my stomach. I realized I was still in the school. But, I wasn't in the hallway like I was earlier. I was in some sort of small dark room.

I checked my phone. 4:47. So I've been in here for 10 hours? I used the light on my phone to check where I was. I was in the janitor's closet. They must of dragged me in here. I prayed that they didn't lock the door as I reached up for the door knob. I cried in pain but I had to get up. I had to go somewhere. I had to do something.

The door fortunately unlocked. I held the door knob for support as I stood up. My whole body ached. I've never been beat up this bad. I was bleeding all over. I slowly but forcefully limped out and into the bathroom. I stood in the mirror and looked at my face. I had a bloody nose, a black eye, and my whole face hurt. I took a damp towel ad washed the blood off my face. I took the foundation out of my bag and covered up my black eye. My face looked partially normal. My glasses were broken so it was hard to see. I lifted up my shirt and saw black,red, and blue bruises all over my stomach. My ribs felt like they had been bruised.

There were scars all over my arms where Namjoon had dug his nails in my skin. I quickly pulled my hoodie over myself to cover up everything.

I grabbed my
Backpack and began to walk out but I felt so much pain I fell to the floor. What did I do to deserve this? I never did anything. What did i do to make Namjoon so angry? Why was I even living? I have been through so much but this was the breaking point. I'm worthless and I always will be. I'm going to end it. This time for real. I forced myself to get up as I knew eventually I won't feel pain at all. I proceeded to limp towards the bridge in the park. Nobody was there at this hour so it would be a perfect time to end it. For good.

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squeegirl
#1
Chapter 24: this reminded me of eat jin ???
Akahaka_Scarlet #2
I read it in wattpad, and I'm waiting for you to finish the other one while than I will just reread it here because I'm in the mood to just jump from the window right now but sadly I'm not alone at home
kpopbrazil #3
Chapter 75: I loved this update! This second speech is totally necessary and amazing but i still think Jimin needs new friends. All of them were so horrible. Specially Namjoon. He began all of this. Just because of some gossiping.
kpopbrazil #4
Chapter 68: Jungkook is so full of himself! "Jimin tried harder than anyone he deserves me". Wow! Really? Does he consider himself like an olympic trophy or something? He's ridiculous. He thought jimin would jump on his arms and cry from happiness? I don't believe in his "love" for jimin at all.
kpopbrazil #5
Chapter 67: Man, i loved jimin's speech here! It was about time! Well done, Jimin. Now go and find true friends.
kpopbrazil #6
Chapter 53: I agree with Taetae. They were horrible! Jimin.deserves way better friends, for sure!
kpopbrazil #7
Chapter 51: I don't like the other six members of bts here. Specially Jungkook.
taeckhun16
#8
Chap 42: JB WAE!!!!!????
Melodie05 #9
Chapter 42: For the question on chapter 41 I think it is a form of selfestime problem. You touched something with this character that could totally be accurate in real life. I love to hate him but maybe he will come to his mind and change....