C65: Black folder
I Remember You
Winter break ended too quickly and we had to return to school. Repeating the cycle of composing, writing and intense practice for the showcase, this year I wasn't paired with Jin Young.
The composing stream had to draw lots to see if we were creating for a solo or grouped singer and drawing lots again to see who it actually was we were writing for.
While some complained about how it was different from how it was done with the previous year seniors, I found it fun.
I liked having things done differently sometimes, a trial and error so see how things would go an making best of what we had to do with.
Lucky enough to work with Lee YeJin, a classmate with amazing vocals that would give anyone goosebumps.
I was so excited about working with her that I practically composed and wrote throughout the night to get the first sample ready for her to hear.
Not meaning to brag or anything but the song I had written and composed was chosen.
Being so thankful that we were selected I had hugged YeJin and jumped about with her standing awkwardly. Momentarily forgetting that she wasn't So Yeong.
Particularly happy because it was my first time writing a song about a girl getting back at her ex boyfriend for dumping her because she wasn't pretty enough for him.
The story behind it was rather unique because on the day we received the assignment I...kinda eavesdropped on a breakup as I was walking towards the garden classroom for inspiration right after lessons were over.
I felt really bad for the girl experiencing a breakup on the first day of school but I couldn't help myself and be glued to the spot as it happened. (If you're curious, the song is Ailee's - I will show you. And YeJin is her real name~)
Another thing would be how both Jin Young and I forgot about our one year anniversary together.
We couldn't blame each other.
Tired, drained and exhausted, we were in no condition to celebrate anything.
If I can recall properly, we actually spent that day sleeping at my place. Completely and utterly knocked out because it was submission week and all of us were rushing recording and re-recording to get the best possible version of the song.
Both of Jin Young and I needing to prepare for the showcase and the 2nd additional song that we could create...
Let's just say that what was meant to be a 365 celebration became a 400th day together celebration because we were so worn out.
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*Why do I feel so warm?* I wondered while I stirred and gained consciousness.
*Why can't I move?*
Panicking, my eyes flew wide open and I saw brown locks over my eyes.
"Mmhhnn!!" I whined when I realized Jin Young was kissing me.
Hot and bothered, I actually wanted him to stop. I couldn't take what he was giving me the moment I woke up.
Hands ghosting down my sides sent tingles down my spine while my heart raced so fast it felt difficult to breathe.
"J-Jin Young..." I murmured trying to get his attention.
"Happy 400th day anniversary Jin Kyung" he manage to say in between kisses.
Lips curving upwards, they formed a smile against mine as he let out a breathy laugh. "You're looking really edible right now"
"N-no I must l-look like a-a mess rightt now..." I stuttered as he began to kiss along my jawline.
His hot breath tickling against my throat "A really hot mess" he made a reference to an American song.
Feeling scared because I wasn't ready, Jin Young seemed to have sensed it and switch to wrapping his arms tightly around me, switching to kissing my hair sweetly.
"I missed seeing you often during the weeks we were preparing for the showcase." He whispered longingly
Replying that I miss him too, I wrapped my arms around his waist. Enjoying how he felt against me.
"I'm a horrible girlfriend" I murmured against his shoulder.
Feeling his chest rumble as he laughed "Why do you say that?"
"Because I didn't prepare anything for our one year anniversary...no surprise, no gift. Nothing." I said dejectedly and hugged him tighter, burying my face into his chest.
"Well, I can't say that I'm not disappointed." I heard him say and my eyes slowly watered with tears of guilt.
"I'm sorry...I really am" My voice sounding shaky.
Sighing "Don't cry now, how will you be able to see my gift?" Jin Young said with mock sadness.
Prying my arms away from his waist, he got up and went to his bag that was on my computer table.
Jin Young sat down beside me and leaned over, brushing my hair behind my ear and I felt him touching my upper ear, close to the area where one would pierce their ear.
"H-how did you know that I had a piercing there?!" I stammered.
Not wanting to give off a fierce image when I came to Korea, I took out 4 of my 6 ear piercings when I transferred to the school here and used my fringe to cover my ears.
"I'm observant enough" he murmured while he focused on sliding in a cold metal stud through the piercing.
Shivering from the sudden feeling "an earring?" I questioned.
"A couple earring" he pointed to his own ear.
"Jin Young, what...what did you give me? Why i-is it so sparkly?" I stared at the earring that was reflecting light really well.
"Relax, it's a crystal. Not a diamond" he gave a light flick to my forehead, laughing lightly "I can't afford a diamond yet"
"Thank you for the earring" I sat up to give him a kiss.
Stomach growling and ruining the mood. I clasp my hands over my tummy in embarrassment while Jin Young laughed at me as usual.
Getting out of bed trying to brush over my embarrassing episode. "Would you like me to make some breakfast? My mom is out of Seoul to visit some relatives over the weekend."
"So we're home alone?" Jin Young stated,
"Yes, we're home alone" I repeated him absentmindedly as I went to the bathroom to freshen up a little.
The moment I came out, Jin Young had me pinned against the bathroom door. His eyes sparkled playfully as they stared into mine. "It's rare that we get to be alone here...how about we make full use of it?"
Jin Young's smile took my breath away and froze me to my spot hypnotizing me. Laughing to himself, he held my hand and led me out of my room and down the stairs.
Stopping at the kitchen "I want my gift to be you making meals for me, since this is the only time where your Omma is not here to be the boss of the kitchen..." Jin Young folded his arms as he leaned against the kitchen counter. "I'll be expecting breakfast, lunch and dinner."
I blinked at him before I nodded to agree.
How hard can it be? I cooked with my Omma countless of times before.
But once I got started, I was instantly regretting it, feeling super conscious with Jin Young watching my every move as he made random comments like...
"Do you feel like we're married?"
"It's almost like a wife cooking for her husband don't you think?"
And "I like my eggs scrambled"
I couldn't tell if my face was red because of the heat from the stove or because of Jin Young.
If this was how each cooking experience was, I would never have to buy makeup blusher ever again...
"Are you having a hard time flipping the pancakes?" Sounding amused as he leaned close to me.
His breath was tickling my ear while his chest lightly brushed against my back.
"Erm, yeah...it's been a while since I made pancakes..." I trailed off hesitantly.
Jin Young's hands covering mine that held the pan and the spatula in the other, gently easing and guiding them. With a flick of our wrist, we managed flipped the pancakes without ruining it.
"Perfect" He purred against my ear when it revealed a golden brown side.
Is he doing this to me on purpose? Does he know the effects that he has on me?
My heart is racing so wildly even though he's just standing behind me.
"Try the next one on your own" He said removing his hands and stepped away.
Feeling nervous because I wanted to get it right. I don't understand why I was making such a big deal about pancakes, is it because of my perfectionist nature? Or because I wanted to show Jin Young that I could do it...
"You did it" I heard him clapping beside me and giving me a light peck on the cheek.
Making me blush "I'm not a kid" I murmured at the treatment that he was giving me.
"You're not" Jin Young gave me a back hug, winding his arms around my hip and slightly pulling my body "you're my girlfriend and future wife" he said as he rested his chin on my shoulder.
Tensing and freezing up, I stayed in that position longer than I should have.
Filled with amusement as he whispered into my ear "Jagiya, the pancake is burning" unwrapped his arms from me and exited the kitchen.
He knows. Jin Young definitely knows the full effects he has on me...
Bringing out the food to the table, I momentarily avoided Jin Young's gaze as I sat down.
*Does he like it? Is it to his tastes?* questions flooded my anxious mind and soon I found myself looking at him expecting some sort of response.
"How is it?" I eventually asked, unable to bear the suspense that he was giving me.
"It's good" Jin Young smiled "there's a little too much sugar in the pancakes but the rest is nice"
"Ah, that's because of my sweet tooth" I commented after taking a bite of it.
Pinching my cheek "it's better if you put less" he advised and charmed at the same time.
A lethal combination as I found myself rubbing the sore spot where he pinched and nodding to what he said.
Continuing on with the meal, taking occasional glances at Jin Young *I hate to say this but I can't wait for my Omma to come back for her trip...*
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Heading towards the middle of the school year.
We were packing up our things to return home when Mrs. Choi asked Jin Young to stay back even though class has ended for the day.
Everyone in class was wondering what it's about, especially me since Jin Young rarely got called to stay back.
Walking out of class together with Jin Young, my Composing Class teacher, Mr. Kang came up to me and asked me about something. Making me unable to focus on what Mrs. Choi was talking about as the four of us stood there.
Realizing that we were going to be brought to different places in the school. We agreed to meet at either one of our places later as Jin Young went with Mrs Choi while I went with Mr. Kang.
"What is this about Mr. Kang?" noticing his unusual seriousness.
"You've been scouted by a company" He answers me with nervous excitement.
"If I'm the one being scouted then why are you being nervous?" I asked him as I bit back my laughter.
"This is a great opportunity for you! I'm just very proud and excited that this is happening" Mr. Kang smiled goofily, showing me his usual self.
"I'm excited that this is happening too" I smiled back, hoping that this will go well as he opened the door.
Shaking hands politely, greetings were exchanged and the talent scout went into business right away.
"We've been keeping an eye out for you Miss Soo. Ever since your song was sung onstage twice last year. My company was surprised by your diversity in music when I passed them the recordings." The male in his late 30s smiled at me.
Adding on as he took out a black folder and placing it on the table. "Our company is very interested in having you as an addition to our composing team"
Mr. Kang who sat in a mediating position brought it closer to me.
"May I have a look at it?" I asked as I held the heavy folder in my hands.
Scanning through the pages, everything looked amazing. From the job that I'll be having, the staff benefits and my monthly pay.
However, reading one particular section made my heart sank...
Usually I would be jumping with joy when I read this part but now my heart began to ache as I looked at the lines over and over again.
I would be sent overseas to study and refine my skills.
Not to mention the university that they're sending me to has a really good music curriculum.
I really want to sign this straight away...
But won't studying overseas mean that I'll be leaving Jin Young again?
Won't I be breaking my promise if I agree?
Annyeong! Dear readers!
Thank you for not unsubscribing to this story even though it's been a month since I updated this.
One reason was due to my broken arm and me getting an operation on it to insert a metal plate on 20th feb. I've been spending my time on recovering...
Another reason was because it's hard writing this happy story when I've been going through a difficult period of time since mid January and I've tried writing for this story many times but I scrapped those previous drafts because it simply wasn't good enough.
You'll notice I ended on a slightly sad note. And yes, it is kind of reflecting my own sadness but it also means another thing.
This story is ending soon. I had planned it out to be a few chapters but seeing my current writing style...it might end sooner than I expect it to.
I'm not ending the story prematurely, it is exactly like I planned it out to be like...it just arrived sooner than I thought it would since I can't bring myself to write more happy filler chapters at the moment.
Thank you for staying with me in this story and reading through this depressed rant.
With Love,
Violynn. (26/02/2013 ; 6:38pm )
I'm soo sorry for the long wait guys~ Here's the chapter that you've been waiting for ^^
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