Chapter 14 - A million 'why's
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Jin Young's POV
“Yah! Soo Jin Kyung!” I yelled after her, running up the stairs as well. Only to hear the door slam as I was halfway up the stairs. Cursing under my breath, I walked up to the door of her bedroom.
How am I so sure? I just do. After so many years together, this was not something I would forget.
“Yah! Jin Kyung-ah!!” I yelled at the locked door. “Please open the door.” I pleaded stood there. Pounding at the door till my hands bruised.
“Please Jin Kyung” I said softly this time, my emotions clouding my voice. Of all times, my heart chose this moment to crack. Unable to hold the sadness and longing that lasted for four years anymore.
Falling to my knees “Please Jin Kyung” I whispered to the door, hoping that she was on the other side to hear my plea.
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Jin Kyung’s POV
“! ! Damn it!!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#!!” I cursed and swore. Profanities weren’t really my thing but considering what just happened, I could care less about that right now.
Ever since school started and me stepping into that class sitting next to Jin Young…I really should have known. *Fate really knows how to toy with human lives.* I thought sarcastically to myself.
I’ve tried for four years to forget him. Even suffering depression while I was overseas because of my injury and mainly from the fact that I chose to be away from him, I only had myself to blame for the suffering I went through.
Walking into class every day, I wondered if it was him. His mannerisms, the way he acted, the way he scolded his friends, the way he cared…I’m such a fool to not see that it was him.
A pounding at my door broke my out of my chain of thoughts as I heard that sweet voice calling my name, pleading me to open that door.
I was scared.
Memories of my past and the bullying haunted me as the door pounded and his voice filled my ears.
I was torn. Past threats came to mind about what would happen if I got close to Jin Young. I know that it’s in the past. But…the memories and the pain…
It’s still as clear to me as if it happened yesterday.
“I won’t open the door. I won’t open the door…” I chanted to myself praying hard to resist the urge to unlock the door.
“Please Jin Kyung” a plea barely above a whisper made it to my ears.
It didn’t make sense.
How could something so soft make its way to me who’s across the room on my bed? His pleading voice tearing me apart…Jin Young sounded like he was in as much pain as I was.
Hiding it out and rooting myself to my bed for a good hour. I didn’t hear anything since that last plea. No pounding, no yelling, no footsteps.
Nothing.
Putting my ear to the door, I heard absolutely nothing. *Assa! Did he leave?* I thought to myself. My heart lifting at the thought that he’s not there.
Taking the key and unlocking the door, I decided to head down to see how my mom was faring.
Bumping into something “Mwoh?” I said out loud in surprise. As I stumbled back a little, I saw what I bumped into.
To put it more accurately. Who I bumped into…
“J-Jin Y-You-young-ah” I stammered as fear creep into my veins. He had a dark look on this face and a dark aura accompanying him as well.
I was scared. For different reasons this time.
All the times we spent together in elementary school, Jin Young never got angry at me before. My memories with him were always of him smiling.
Now, the Jin Young that stood before me a stark difference from what I knew. His dark expression and menacing aura completely foreign to me and how he towered over me as he pushed me back into the room. Taking the key from my hands, Jin Young locked the door and shoved the key deep into his pockets.
“O-omonah! Ji-Jin Y-Young? How? Wh-What?? I thought y-you l-left?!” I stuttered incoherently, my shock and fear rendering it hard for me to speak.
Silently taking a step towards me, I reflexively took a step back.
And like in cliché drama and movies. I was backed up against a wall.
Flinching when I felt his fingers brush against my cheek. I fought against myself as I tried hard to not blush and turn beet red at his touch.
Maintaining how I was looking to the side, not wanting to have eye contact with him. I slowly felt the blood rushing to my cheeks as I could feel his intense stare flickering back and forth my face coupled with his fingers brushing along my jaw line, my cheeks and my lips. Wherever he touched, my skin would tingle with electricity.
“Jin Kyung…” He whispered “Why” he asked. His voice filled with so much pain that my heart wanted to break along with his.
“WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?!” Jin Young yelled out all of a sudden, making me jump. Slamming his fists on either sides of me, making it impossible to escape…not that I could since he held the key…
“Why did you leave so suddenly without a word?” he said softly this time. “Why did you give me that letter?” he voice broke as he leaned forward resting his head against the crook of my neck. “Why did you only write one word? Why didn’t you contact me the past few years?
Didn’t I mean something to you?
Didn’t our relationship mean something?
Did I mean nothing to you?” his voice wavered the more he asked.
My heart broke when I felt his hot tears against my collarbone as it seeped through my shirt...
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