My jaw hung in mid air as I saw Jin Young playing on this grand white piano.

How on earth did they manage to transport it there so quickly?!

Gasps were throughout the auditorium with murmurs saying that they never knew Jin Young played the piano.

*He really stopped playing it when I left* I thought sadly. I loved the piano that he played; it was so warm and gentle. It would envelope me when I listened to it back then.

A/N: Playing this is optional~

As Shin Woo came up on stage to sing the first stanza,

Cry when you want to cry. Don’t purposely hold in your sadness
I’ll embrace you so that you can smile again

His gentle voice matched his caring personality as the words struck a chord in my heart.  

*Where have I heard these words before* I wondered.

When you’re tired, I’ll lend you my shoulder so that you can rest for a bit

Hearing Jin Young's words as he sang into the mic stand, I could feel tears starting to well up as I remembered that night I told him about my broken wrist a few months back, how he said that he would always be willing to give me a shoulder to rest on, to cry on.

I pray no tears in your dreams

I know you'll fly high in your life

Although this world tries to look at you with a small view

I can confidently say you’re the only one

With the rest coming up on stage together for the chorus, Sandeul's clear voice resonated in my heart. Letting someone else take over the piano, Jin Young walked up to the front of the stage, his eyes searched the audience as he took his place next to Sandeul as he continued singing.

Find your broken dreams again. Don’t say that you can’t

I will help you to make that dream come true

 I froze up when I felt that his eyes land on me. 

He looked at me as he sang his next part. 

When you feel like you can’t breathe, close your eyes for a bit and think about your future

For the second time this night, I felt the strength leaving my legs, I couldn't be more thankful for being seated as I came to understand why he arranged for me to sit here.

*So that he would find me when he sang...* Smiling to me as if he knew that I had understood his intentions, he retreated and Baro filled his spot and rapped so smoothly.

Uh i’ll protect you and stay by your side as tears flow

Just rest without any worries in my embrace

The sadness formed in your eyes that won’t fall

In your dreams there are rough dark clouds that don’t show but

You smile. Don’t hold back your hurt anymore

Just throw it high into the sky. I want to go towards the end now

Open up the wings that were folded away. Take my hand

But I couldn't focus fully on his rap…My eyes were on Jin Young who had made his way down the stage.

I stared at him in shock as I watched him slowly make his way to where I was. 

"Get up and go to him!!" So Yeong shoved me, snapping me out of my shock. Looking at her worriedly, she simply nodded said "Don't worry about anything. Just go to him Jin Kyung"

Seeing me get to my feet, he took a few steps closer to me and held his hand out.

Timidly holding his hand, he drew me closer as Shin Woo sang the next line.

Don’t cry again

My heart broke as Sandeul’s soulful voice belted.

I pray no tears in your dreams

I know you'll fly high in your life

With a surprisingly gentle voice that I had not expected, Gong Chan sang his line.

Although hearts that changed coldly may not know

Bringing my hand to his heart, Jin Young sang the next line to me.

You, who is cooler than anyone, stay by my side. You’re the only one

As Sandeul sang the last line;

I pray no tears in your dreams

I know you'll fly high in your life

People cheered with tears in their eyes and in standing ovation as they received encouragement from the song.

I sure some weren't happy with me and the treatment that he gave me but for now... All I could think of was Jin Young before me. 

"Annyeonghaseyo!!! We are B1A4!! Did you enjoy the song we sang?" Shin Woo introduced the band to the audience. "This song was composed and written mainly by our leader Jin Young and Baro, Sandeul, Gong Chan and I all helped along in its process and its development."

"Ne!" Baro continued on. "I think I heard some cheers for encore!" he pointed cutely to a few people in the audience.

"Well, you're in for a treat! Sound Crew, if you would play the second track on the CD for us?" Gong Chan said cutely using his aegyo, causing some laughter in the audience. Causing the audience to cheer for them and starting to shout for an encore.

Smiling at how the audience liked them, Jin Young spoke into the mic "Are you ready for our encore stage!" sounding really excited "Our next song is O.K. Girl! Please enjoy our song!" 

Feeling happy for him, I let go of his hand and nudged him towards the stage, telling him to go where he's needed. Running back up to the stage, I went back to my seat and watched his performance.

Smiling like a fool to myself *He's such a romantic* I concluded in my mind as I listened to their encore song. Occasionally looking at me, I smiled back to him.  My heart raced for him as I saw how everyone was enjoying their performance.

They really prepared a lot, not only the songs, the arrangements and even a dance for their encore song! I'm just glad that they chose a happy song to close the showcase.

As they ended their last note, confetti cannons shot the glittery pieces of paper into the air and everyone went into a celebratory mode.

Glad that this night was a success and that it ran without a hitch or glitch, considering with the randomized selection. Everyone one was glad that all was well.

 -

Heading back to the backstage area to find Jin Young, I saw him talking another girl.

"Thank you again, Hwa Young-ssi for agreeing to play the piano." I saw Jin Young gave a slight bow to a girl as they stood outside the waiting room.

"I thank you too Hwa Young-ssi" I said as I shyly walked up to them, realising that she was a big help to him. "For being able to play so well and in conveying the emotions in the song."

"I should thank you for giving me this chance and for writing this song" She gave a sad smile.

"I wrote this song for my girlfriend. Because of an accident and injury, she had to give up her dreams of being a concert pianist. I wanted to encourage her and tell her that I'll be there for her" He put his arm around me and gave me a comforting squeeze. 

"You have no idea how encouraged I am right now" I smiled looking at him. "Now I feel so much like writing songs that my hands are itching"

"I like your songs a lot" she smiled "Even thought I wasn't able to see the live performance, I liked it a lot when I listened to it during lunch.

"Oh? You recognize me?" I said feeling super surprised.

"Thank you very much" I gave a slight bow. "I hope you'll manage to fly high in wherever you want to go" 

"I hope I can, Jin Kyung-ssi...I face a lot of opposition at home for what I love to do."

"We believe that you can pull through. You're not alone in this struggle, I'm sure he's with you all the way." I said with hope for her, Hwa Young-ssi's eyes looked so sad for a brief moment. 

"He? Who's he?" she asked. Turning around, she saw who I was referring to and went silent.

"I think you've mistakened Jin Kyung, h-he's not." she shook her hands. Well, that's what she thinks. I have a feeling that the two of them might end up together.

Bowing and saying goodbye, she walked down the hallway and went past the guy I was referring to. He gave an acknowledging nod and followed after Hwa Young. 

"I think they will end up together" I said determinedly. "My gut feeling says so"

"Well, my gut feeling as telling me that your omma wants it over at my place today" he whispered in my ear. "It also tells me that I will be hugging you to sleep tonight" He blew into my ear, making me shy away because it felt too ticklish.

-

"Told you that I'd be hugging you to sleep" Jin Young gave a sleepy grin as we woke up on Saturday.

Groaning at being woken up by him, I ignored him and tried to go back to sleep.

Feeling his lips brush against my jaw line, down my neck and to my collarbone, I let the electricity wash over me, I was still too tired to care and all I wanted was sleep.

I don't see how Jin Young could be so energetic after giving such an exhausting showcase.

Pushing him away, I turned to face the other direction.

"Wake up, Jin Kyung" he whispered against my skin.

Ignoring him, I dug my head further into my pillow.

"Leave me alone, I'm having an affair with sleep. Let me meet my 2nd boyfriend already" I groaned in protest.

"An affair with sleep?" Jin Young parroted with amusement evident in his voice. "That won't do" he said, trailing a finger down my cheek to jaw.

Continuing to my collarbone where I thought he would stop but he went on with his finger lightly teasing down the valley of my chest.

 Eyes opened and wanting to hit his hand away, Jin Young grabbed my hand with his free hand.

Really wanting to hit some sense into his head for trying to play such games in the morning, I used my other hand but he held it firmly in his remaining hand as well.

"What the heck?" I struggled as he pinned my arms above me.

"It's too early for this kind of games Jin Young, why can't you just let me sleep?" I asked, feeling grumpy of being deprived of my sleep.

"Who asked you to say you're having an affair in such a careless manner?" he teasted as he hovered over me.

"I was half asleep! If you had let me sleep on I wouldn't have said that." I complained.

"Well, you already said it" he smirked. "Should I give you sleepless nights so that you won't be able to meet your so called 2nd boyfriend?" he whispered seductively into my ear. His hot breath against my cool skin causing shivers to race down my spine.

"S-sleepless nights?" I answered, trying not to think of the various meanings.

"Hmm hnn" he hummed against my neck, dangerously close to my sweet spot. "We might even get a head start on some grandkids our Ommas" Jin Young teased.

Turning absolutely red, my heart raced at his words. Leaning in, my eyes focused on his lips that looked slightly pink and slightly dry from having just woken up.

"If you keep staring at me like that I might follow through on what I said Jin Kyung" he warned but everything seemed fuzzy to me, the words couldn't sink into my mind fully.

"What am I going to do with you Jin Kyung" he rested his forehead against mine. Closing my eyes, my heart was beating so dangerously fast.  Fitting his lips to mine, our breaths mingled as we shared a kiss. 

Letting go of my hands, one of his hand caressed the side of my face and the other went to my waist. 

Placing my hands on his chest, I clung to him as if he was all I needed to survive on. That he was all I needed to keep going down this road I chose for myself.

Disappointed in the coldness I felt when Jin Young pulled away. I failed to realize how hard I was breathing.

Lying down beside me, Jin Young wrapped his arms around me and simply hugged me. As we held each other, my mind slowly cleared up.

Dawning on me that I had not refused or stopped him. *It means that a part of me actually wants this* I didn't know if this was meant to be a good or bad thing.

"Jin Young." "Hmm?" he hummed in response as he ran his fingers through my hair. "Wait,  don't run your hands through my hair yet! I've yet to brush my hair! You're going to make ow!" my head went backwards following his hand.

Disentangling my hair from his fingers "I was going to say you're going to create knots in my hair" I sighed at the bundle of knots that Jin Young made.

"Can I untangle them for you?" Jin Young asked, suddenly sitting up.

Raising an eyebrow at him "You want to untangle my hair? Are you sure you're fully awake or you're still dreaming Jin Young?" I peeked closer trying to see whether his fox eyes are really open.

"I'm awake" he laughed.

"Why are you asking such a strange thing then" I asked in bewilderment 

"Is it?" he simply smiled. "Will you allow me to untangle it?" he asked earnestly.

"Sure" I shrugged. I still felt lazy and didn't want to get out of bed yet.  *Why on earth is Jin Young's bed so comfy?* 

 Humming a tune, I recognized it from last night's performance.

The words coming back to me, I hid in his shoulder. 

-

Jin Young's POV:

Suddenly clinging to my shoulder, I wondered what happened.

Continuing to untangle her hair, I continued humming and I realized why she was acting this way.  I was humming to 'only one' and as she clung to my shoulder, I heard Jin Kyung sniffling.

'Cry when you want to...' I sang the first line.

Full out crying now, I held her close to me as I continue singing. 

Hearing Jin Kyung's cries, our Omma gently opened the door with worried expressions on their faces.

I continued singing and they understood what I was trying to do.

Lingering a little to hear me sing, I Jin Kyung's tangle free hair.

Trying to provide the little comfort that I could. "If only there was more that I can do for you Jin Kyung" I sighed.

"Y-you've done s-so much for m-me already" she stuttered in between her cries. 

"I know you'll fly high in your life" I sang to her as I pulled back and held her face in my hands.

"I'll protect you and stay by your side as tears flow. Just rest without any worries in my embrace, open up the wings that were folded away." I sang what was in my heart.

"Thank you for this song, Jin Young...thank you" she closed her eyes and tears continued flowing down her cheeks. "You have no idea how much this means to me"

Annyeong!!!!

Wow, it feels like its been ages since I last updated anything.

I can't remember anything well these days >.< My internship is really messing with my mind.

Assa!! I only have 3 weeks and 2 days of internship left!!! I can't wait to run out that door when the clock hits 6pm.

Did you enjoy reading the chapters?

Since I'm not seeing as much comments for the last chapter, I'm assuming that you guys thought it was boring...

Drama is coming up round the corner~ I know that I've been saying this for quite awhile but it really is!

Alright, I stop bothering you with my ranting.

With Love~

Violynn :) 9/6/2012