Mixed Emotions

Will There Be A Right Time?

 

Bounce,bounce, bounce......” you heard Zicos' voice. You started waving the lightstick and he came out. He didn't notice you until on the middle of the song, you shouted “OPPA, OPPA!” to catch his attention even if he was your twin. He heard it and searched for that familiar voice. “Woo Jiho!” You waved at him and his mood was brightened up more as he saw you and your dad. He waved back and fans started glaring at you. You kinda bowed your head. “Woah, appa! I think his fangirls will kill me.” your dad laughed and their performance went on. They performed 5 songs then a talk. He introduced his group first then started communicating with the fans.

 

Yeoreobun. Two important people in my life are watching right now. My appa and my sister.” They gave you a hand and you felt a bit shy but you managed to smile of course. The crazy BLOCK B went down and dragged you onstage. You then found yourself standing on the stage. The lights , it made you dizzy. The sounds, it irritates you. “Omo. See, my sister is very pretty. Introduce! Uh, do you remember her?” Zico laughed and punched him hard on the his shoulder.

 

Annyeong haseyo, Woo Chae Rin-imnida. Zico's twin sister.” You bowed and Zico gave you a hug and there was the rest of BLOCK B too. The results was the fans envy you the most.

I miss her so much, BB. If you just know!”

 

Then a fan suddenly shouted, “Are you sure that she isn't your girlfriend?” BLOCK B started laughing even you.

 

She's my girlfriend!” Jaehyo defended and you blushed since you like Jaehyo among them.

Yah! Ah, andwae. He's just joking. Sorry, guys. Yah, oppa!” You shrugged.

 

Then you became their instant interviewer and they liked it since you brightened up the atmosphere. Their last schedule ended and Zico joined you and your dad for dinner outside.

 

Appa. I will stay in the house again since Rin is here.”

Good. Kaja, let's eat now, son!”

 

They nodded and headed to the restaurant that you want. After that late dinner you headed back home. At home, your dad slept first while you fixed some of your things.

 

Rin! Can I sleep beside you?”

Of course! Ah, medicine. I almost forgot!”

okay, I will get you a glass of water for a while.”

 

You thanked him and when he came back, you drank the medicine immediately. Zico was just watching you while you do your things. “Why is it so quiet? Zico is used to be the one who starts the convo but-----” You thought to yourself but when you turned your back, you saw tears coming out from his eyes. You hated it, “this is not what I wanted.” You thought again and sighed. You stood up and hugged him.

 

Rin!”

I accepted it already. Let's just wait if something good will happen.”

Sorry!” Zico expressed.

Why?”

I am not beside you and I know you need me right now.”

Don't make me cry please. Yeah! It's been so hard to accept the fact but what can I do?”

Rin. Be strong huh. You will get better and be cured. Promise!” You nodded as tears started flowing also but you just laughed it off.

How about Sandeul?”Did he know this already?” You shook your head.

I will tell him tomorrow. I am scared, he might hate me now.

No. That Sandeul seems to be good. Don't think of that. Please. Better rest now and give me the sched of your med taking so I could remind you.”

Ne!”

 

You made the sched first then you both sleep together. Zico is really a good brother to you. The next day, you woke up and made breakfast for your dad and Zico. They both needed to go to their own activities afterwards. “Rin. We need to go now. Take care and just text us, huh. Go and have fun but please be responsible. I love you.” Your dad told you and you nodded then they went away. You took out your med results and forever staring on it.

 

On B1A4's dorm, they started preparing also for their sched. “Hyung, somebody sent you a message while you were taking a bath.” The maknae said so Sandeul immediately took it.

 

From Hee Jin

Lee Junghwan. Please meet me at the park near Bongeunsa Tower at 7pm. I am in Korea. This is all about Chae Rin.

 

Sandeul was shocked so he quickly replied

 

To Hee Jin

Is she in korea also?

 

From Hee Jin

No, she's still on PH. She wanted too but her mom didn't allow her so she just told something to tell you.

 

To Hee Jin

Yes, let's meet later. See you and thank you!”

 

Sandeul didn't know what to feel. He didn't know if it will be a good news or what. The members where bothered again by him.

 

Deullie, what's that?” Baro asked.

Rin's bestfriend wanted to meet me laterat night because she wanted to tell something about Rin.”

Is she with Rin?” Jinyoung asked.

No. I thought she's with her. I don't know how to feel because it's between good and bad news.”

You'll know later. Relax. For now, kaja!”

 

Sandeul was a bit uncomfortable that day. Even the fans noticed it so they tried to cheered him up. He wanted their schedule to end already. Night came and it's 7pm already. Sandeul couldn't stay calm anymore.

 

Manager hyung. This is our last sched right?”

Who told you? Schedule until 9pm tonight.”

Mwo? Omoya. Can I go now?”

No, 2 hours to go and better prepare now!”

 

Sandeul sighed and wanted to ditch already. Good thing, Jinyoung caught him. “Yah. Lee Sandeul. Where are you going?” Flop, he didn't know how to explain and he even received scolding from his leader hyung. He can't even send Hee Jin a message because phones were all in the manager.

 

What should I do?! She's waiting.” He kept on mumbling those words.

Hee Jin, you wait. I need to know what Rin wants to tell me.”

YAH. SANDEUL. Be participative.” Another scolding from his CNU hyung.

 

At last, it's 9pm. He rushed to the park and he even didn't ask permission from their manager. He arrived before 10pm and it's kinda dark there and no people already. It will be easier for him to find Hee Jin. He then saw a girl sitting on a bench with her hoodie on. THAT MUST BE HEE JIN.

 

Hee Jin, is that you?”


 


 



 

My exams will be over tomorrow so I can type and update more.

I want to rest. Sorry for not giving you a great update. Please do let me know if this chapter is okay by posting a comment.

Thank you for reading. :>


 

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Abubblegumlover #1
Chapter 72: This story is amazing<3 Yet so cruel and here I am,crying in the middle of the night:'(
kanachan #2
Chapter 72: I was searching for completed fics to read and i found this. the story was very sad but it was written nicely. ;-; thank you for this story.
DeulJongSica #3
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DeulJongSica #4
Chapter 3: My tears don't fall that easily but why am I sobbing now?!! Wahhh!! I was really carried away that I also thought that it was me who is in there! Haha! I really love this fanfic!
koreanfan710 #5
Chapter 72: I was literally sobbing while reading this! This is by far my favorite fan fic yet <3 Loved it :)
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#6
Chapter 72: ohhhgadd. your fanfic is beautiful :') even though the ending was unexpected. i really sobbed while reading the finale. thankyou for making this fanfic <3
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I LOVE YOUR STORIES!! YOUR THE BEST!!
leadereliea13 #8
I read it for 5 hrs straight! it's really sad, but i love the story....I thought that she will be cured, but i was wrong....Author-ssi...Daebak!