Am I??
You Are The OneJieun POV
"It has been two weeks since I had my last period. Am I... can't be. I must be too stress with the amount of assignment that I have now. Yes, it must be. But it's not wrong just to check right, Jieun. Anyway the result might be wrong too, so why are you worrying about it. Jongin won't know until you are sure. So just go and check." Jieun have been mumbling to herself as she reach the test kit aisle in the pharmacy. She took the first two test kit that she saw and paid for it.
While she was on the way home, she kept thinking. What if I am? What will Jongin reaction be? Will he like the idea of having a baby? What if I have to dropped out of school? What if Jongin don't agree of this? Will he ask me to abort it? She kept thinking of the possible answers as she was on the way home from school. Thank God, Jongin is going to be busy with his group project and assignment after assignment. Once she reached home, she quickly put her bag down and took out the test kit and test it out in the toilet.
"You can do this!! No matter what the result is just be happy!" She kept telling that to herself.
She peed on the first test kit. She waited and saw the first line. She waited and waited hoping to see the second line. But nothing came out.
"I knew it, I shouldn't have put any expectation. Sigh. But why was I hoping to see the second line. Hmm. Nevermind." She took the test kit and throw it in the rubbish bin in the toilet.
She went out and prepare dinner for Jongin and her. While preparing her food, she kept thinking about the pregnancy test result.
"Why am I still disturbed with the fact that the result showed negative? I shouldn't be right? Should I take another one? I bought two. Maybe I can try again. But what if, it shows negative again? I will feel double the disappointment. ARGHHHH!!!" Jieun turn off the stove and stomped off to her room and took out the other test kit that she bought earlier on. She went to the toilet and peed again onto the the stick. She sat down on the toilet bowl and close her eyes as she wait for the lines to appear. She open one eyes and took a peek on the stick and once again just one line.
"Hais. I shouldn't have taken another test. Such a waste. Jieun ah~ let's just prepare food for dinner okay. Maybe you can try harder next time. There's always other time." She went back to the kitchen and continued with what she left on the stove. Right then, Jongin came home.
"Jagiya~~ I'm home!" Jongin shouted from the door as he slipped on his indoor slippers. He went straight to the kitchen and back hug his wife.
"Where is Soo Jung? I thought she is going back with you." Jieun asked Jongin.
"Ah she said she will be back late. She went out with her friends. She said she missed them. She told me to go home first. She also said she wont be eating dinner." Jongin continued.
"Ahh okay." Jiuen just answered bluntly as she was stirring the food.
"Jagi~ Why are you so quiet? Did something happened?" Jongin let go of the hug and asked her.
"Nothing, I feel tired. Go and shower. Then we eat dinner
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