The dorm was silent. Not a single sound. Not a single beat. Not a single breeze. Nothing.

NOTHING.

The newspapers thrown on the table was like the gate way to silenceness.

WHAT IS THIS?

WHY THIS HAPPENING?

WHY NOW?

WHY? 

WHY US? 

WHY?

WHY?

WHY.......?

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Suddenly the front door flung open, surprising everyone. They turned their heads towards the door.

There.

There he was.

A trembling Kangin.

His whole body was shaking.

SHAKING.

His face swollen and filled with tears.

TEARS.

Leeteuk immediately went to him.

'Ka...kangin......' He managed. He wasn't sure of what to say to the younger man. In fact, he was speechless.

Kangin entered the dorm slowly. He then walked into the living room where all the members were gathered. He looked at them. Each of them. His eyes filled pain and regret. He bit his lip.

'...I........' He began.

'.....I.......I..........' He was trembling.

'....I.......' His tears continued falling.

Because his knees were trembling so bad he fell onto the floor, sobbing hard.

'...I....I.....I......'

'I AM SO SORRY!!!'

'EVERYONE, I'M JUST SO....!'

'SO SORRY!!!'

'...I....I.....'

'....I.......'

'IT'S....IT'S.....IT'S MY FAULT!'

'IT'S ALL MY FAULT....!'

'MY FAULT!'

'KYUHYUN....HE....HURT.....'

'THAT PERSON...KYUHYUN....HURT.....'

'...HE.....'

'...IT'S MY FAULT....!'

'....I HAD TO....I HAD TO.......'

'.....I HAD TO DO SOMETHING!'

'I HAD...I HAD....I HAD TO....'

'I HAD TO RESPONSIBLE!'

'...I...!!'

'KYUHYUN.....HURT....CAN'T LET.....I.........'

'...I...!!!'

'Kangin hyung.....' Donghae said as he hugged him tightly. He was also crying.

'Hyung......'

'Hyung it's not your fault.....'

'Please don't blame yourself.....'

'We understand why you did that...'

'We....we.....we would have done the same thing too......'

'....for Kyuhyun.......'

'....for everyone.....'

'....for us......'

'Hyung don't cry......'

'Please don't cry....'

'BUT I....'

'I DID SOMETHING TERRIBLE!'

'IT'S UNFORGIVABLE!'

'AND I!!'

'...I...!!'

'I'M SO SORRY!!'

'...I....I'M SO SORRY!!!!!'

'SO SORRY!!!!'

Leeteuk placed his hand on Kangin's shoulder.

'Kangin, listen to me....'

'Kangin....what you did....it was amazing.........'

'You have nothing to be sorry about....'

He then looked into Kangin's eyes.

'It was wrong, true....but.......'

'but you did it for Kyuhyun....for us.........'

'You took responsibilty of being hate by the media and fans for us......'

'You took all the blame....'

'Kangin....'

'....thank you.......' He finished as he slowly hugged the younger man.

Soon, all members of Super Junior joined in the hug. They were all crying as they hugged each other tightly. Not wanting to let go. They hugged each other as if it was the last day they will ever see one another again. As if they were going somewhere far and never to return. As if the world whole has come to an end, leaving nothing but memories. As if.

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