Jiyong cleared his throat and silenced everybody because he wanted to have a toast. "Well We've been a family for more than 4 years. I just want to thank all of you.  For being here. For being part of Our family and being in my life. Let's have a Great dinner." He said raising his glass of wine. Jaemin tried to copy him by raising up his cup full of juice and sipped it trying to look like Jiyong and everybody else. It made me giggle. I looked over at Junhyung and caught him staring at me. My smile slowly faded as I kept looking at him. I turned to look at Jaemin who's having trouble getting back on his chair. I got up and was about to put him back in his seat when Kikwang did it for me. "I got it. Just eat." He looked at me and smiled and I smiled back at him. He put Jaemin on his chair and brought another chair in between Jaemin and me. He then Fed Jaemin his food. I smiled at how fatherly Kikwang looked. I looked to my right and caught Junhyung staring at me again. "What's your problem?" I whispered to him. He didn't do anything but just stared at me with his Dark cold eyes. "Ya. Are you okay?" I whispered again but he wouldn't answer. I reached my hand out to feel his forehead with the back of my hand. He suddenly grabbed it and pulled me up and pulled me out the living room to a dance room. I tried to pull away but the grip was to strong. "Junhyung. Let go it hurts." I said trying to pull away again.  He didn't even budge. He pulled me into the room and closed the door. "Junhyung, What do you want? " He didn't say anything and just stared at me with those soft eyes I used to love. He then pulled me into a Tight hug. I felt a few tears on the top of my head. I suddenly felt my eyes watering.  No. Stop it. I slowly wiped my tears even though I know that this moment would be over quickly sooner or later. The Door suddenly opened and a girl's voice  was heard. " Ew. Oppa what are you doing with that girl. She's so ugly. You shouldn't hug her. How did she get in here anyway? Well Anyways , Oppa Hurry  and come to the room! We're getting impatient." She said with a whiny voice. He pushed me off of him which made me land on my . "You're right. WHY am I hugging such a girl? I'll be there in a minute go back and get ready. I kept my head hung low. My tears kept on falling and falling it wouldn't stop. " You shouldn't cry. It'll just make you look uglier than you already are. You can't compare to girls like me so stick to the nerds." She said walking up to me and  pushed my head and left with Junhyung. I closed the door and locked the door. I faced my back on the door and slowly my back slid down. MY tears started to flow more and more. I tried not to make so much noise but the pain started to flow back into my heart again and I started to bawl. The memories of us started to flow back and made me smile and cry. I kept on crying even though the water was all gone. I tried to calm myself down. After a little bit I heard Jaemin call my name. "NOONA WHERE ARE YOU?!" He yelled loudly. He sounded like he was crying. I took a deep breath and unlocked the door and went out. " Noona's right here!" I yelled back. The suddenly I felt a small figure attack me with a hug."Noona, you were here the whole time? I was really worried." He said crying onto my shoulder. " He was crying after the minute you left. We all were looking for you we thought you had left the hangout so the boys were out looking for you." Jiyong said. I cleared my throat. " Did you have to go to that extent?" I asked raising a brow. " No, but Jaemin here said he would hate me if I couldn't find you so I had to agree. I can't let Children hate me and after all you are my lovely sister." He said smiling patting Jaemin's head who was asleep now. *What's so lovely About me? I'm ugly.* I walked to an unused clean room and layed Jaemin down on the bed and covered him with the blanket. I sat on next to bed and patted his stomach. I moved his hair away from his face and smiled at how calm he looked now. I went to get some water and saw    Junhyung walk out with the girls from before. I quickly drank my water and went back into the room......Aish I forgot I got school tomorrow. =.=