**Author Note** just hit 700 subscribers. Thank you so much :3

this is going to be a short update. I know I said I will end this but I just don't know how so I am just working towards an ending that will satisfy me but I am not sure how long that will take. Please bear with me.

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[ Mayling Prologue ]

I sat upright from my bed and stretched my arms and back.  My shoulders where sore after sleeping for 10 hours. After downing myself with 2 bottles of red wine in the bathtub. I died last night.

I was excited and nervous about today maybe that's why I drank a bit too much yesterday.

Couldn't really contain my emotions. Jungkook would be back from his tour today and I missed him so much.

The days without him passed fast as work was so busy. Or at least I tried to keep myself busy with paperwork because it would be a way to ignore Soobin as well. And if anyone wondered. Soobin and I are completely over. We avoid eye contact. It's probably just as awkward for him then it is for me. The fact that I slept with him still creeps me out in the back of my mind. And yes, I was feeling guilty. But Jungkook knew about it and it's not like I am hiding it from him.

Getting up and taking a shower. I was already planning what to wear. 

I wanted to look nice but not make it obvious. Other than BTS and Sejin nobody really knew that Jungkook and I were together again. 

I threw on a nice white blouse and pastel pink skirt. Sprink was approaching so I thought let's dress a bit brighter. 

I drove to work and ented. I tried to not smile but it just looked like a had a smirk on my face. 

" Someone looks excited" Mr. Bang entered the l