**Author Note** I can't decide if you guys want a happy ending or not haha

I thought I posted this few days ago but forgot to remove draft. I am sorry <3

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[ Mayling Prologue ]

Walking around the dim and narrow hallways, I could fell he was around. My heart was feeling as if it turned into stone. The longer I was serious for him, I realized he was not there and it was just my wishful thinking. 

I don't know if its just me, but sometimes I wish of something so much and it almost feels like it's true. But then days later when I realize it was just my wishful thinking I snap out of it and get back to reality. Feeling all sad. I don't know how to describe this feeling because I haven't fully figured it out myself yet.

Sighing, I turned around and walked back, having my head hang low.

" What are you doing here?" I heard a too familiar voice speak. But it was not the voice I wanted to hear. Yet it did feel somewhat comforting. 

" Soobin..." I looked at him and he was holding a bottle of water in his hands. He was wearing a white oversized shirt with shorts. He was drenched in sweat. All I could think of was Jungkook. How I would see him after practice just like how I see Soobin now. 

Why can't it be him standing in front of me?

" are you okay?" he looked at me and he did look sincere. Or at least that's what I would like to think.

" I am" I smiled and tried to make a run from the situation. I just wanted to throw myself face down on my bed and cry.

" Let's talk" he smiled and I don't know what happened but I followed him into one of the dance practice rooms.

It was just the two of us.

" Jungkook is only back tomorrow" he spoke up

" How did you now I was looking for him?" I asked him, did I make it that obvious.

" I think everyone in this company knows that you two still have a thing going on"

" Well, technically it is over. We don't talk anymore" I replied to him and sat down on the couch" I watched Soobin get up and make some tea.

" I thi