[ May Prologue ]

I observed him the entire shooting and he was seriously ignoring me. 

Sigh... everything was giving me a headache why did he have to as well.

I felt like crying and decided to go to the city to get myself some comfort food and drinks. 

Why did the capital city of Malta (Valetta) sound almost sound like Vendetta?

I was walking around the city streets and it was so beautiful for a moment I forgot that I was upset. 

Sitting down I had dinner at this wonderful outdoor cafe and ordered myself a few drinks. Finishing those I somehow ended up at the Lower Barrakka Gardens. I could see the blue ocean and see the sunset. 

Such a beautiful view in such a unique city. It's just like some romantic scene from a movie.

Just that I was alone. 

I liked Jungkook but was it worth to go through all this trouble. When would it end?

Then this question appeared in my head.

" Do I need him?" or " Does he need me?"

I looked at the view of the ocean. Just the sound of the waves and closed my eyes.

The wind was tickling my face and it reminded me of the words my mother said to me. 

" Once in a while just scream or cry, get it all out it's not good to keep all your anger, thoughts in you" were her words.

 I opened my eyes and stood at the cliff at Lower Barrakka Gardens and shouted

" DO I NEED YOU?" it was such a satisfying feel.

I felt better but it didn't answer my questions. 

I decided to stroll back to the hotel.

The fresh air was clearing my mind a bit.

I got a text from Sarah

" I will be coming in tomorrow morning!!!!!!!!" I was so excited

" I will leave you a key at the front office incase I am away, see you" I replied to her and my day fel