[ May Prologue ]

Do you guys know that feeling when you just wish things were easier? Things would go the way you want them to go. 

That heavy feeling in your stomach when you can just sense that something is going to go not according to your plan.

That's exactly how I felt when I saw Jungkooks eyes. 

For a moment I felt a rush of disappointment and then I felt nothing. I felt empty.  

I can't believe that I have come to this point in my life. My love for Jungkook has ruined my friendship and I am on the verge of losing the person I love the most which is my mother. I was too fixated on him and it made me forgot the people around me.

I noticed that I was zoning off and quickly turned away I was standing completely in the way in the dressing room.  I was walking to the parking lot and I head a voice call for me.

" May" I turned around 

" Yes?" I replied and Sejin walked closer to me 

" Leaving already?" he looked at me

" Yeah, have to catch a flight" I smiled at him and actually my flight was only in 2 days but I just had to bull some story up.

" I see, have a good flight" he replied 

" Thank you" I saw him turn away and take a step and then he came back

" I know we didn't start off on the right foot, but if there is anything bothering you, we can talk," he said and for some reason, that was one of the nicest things I have heard in a while. 

I didn't want to pour my soul out on Sejin... I don't know if he would backstab me again. 

But there was one thing that came to my mind that I could ask him

" Just now who were the girls, that came in the dressing room?"

" They were from the girl group called twice" he replied and raised an eyebrow

" They seem close" 

" They had promotion period at the same time for a few times already" 

" I see"

" One of the girls, I think likes Jungkook," he said and for some reason everything