** Author Note** Happy New Year to all of you!! have a great year ahead and may your wishes come true <3

Btw, thank you for all your comments really appreciate them and make me want to write more hehe :3

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[ Jungkook Prologue ]

It was late in the evening and I was playing on the computer.

I was thinking of May for a moment. The look on her face when she saw me talking with Sana in the dressing room for a moment was indescribable. Honestly speaking, I did have feelings for Sana but things would simply not work out between us since we are both idols and our schedules are to busy. I thought dating May would be different. But overall she was just as busy...  however, somehow along the way, I developed feelings for her. Yet, I feel so confused with everything that is going on. 

Sometimes I wonder if it is worth fighting for? Why hassle to have a relationship? What is it good for? 

I shifted towards the bed and just looked at the ceiling. 

My phone was ringing and to my surprise it was May. I haven't heard from her in a long time. The last thing I knew was that she has left back to Hongkong the day of the broadcast.

" Hey," she wrote a single word. My heart started to beat faster and I felt nervous. It was just a text of 1 word but it gave me so many different emotions.

I didn't know what to say to her. 

After a moment I build the courage to reply to her

" Hey, how are you?"

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[ May Prologue ]

I woke up on the hard hospital couch and saw my dad awake on the chair facing my mother on the bed. 

I