** Author Note** I am trying to make this a long chapter. I will be away till Tueday cause I am visiting my parents!! And I will be busy eating all the free and homecooked food that will probably not leave me any time to write.

So here ya'll go

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[ Mayling Prologue ]

Laying next to him it felt cold. I didn't picture that it would feel this way. 

And I am constantly questioning him why did I agree to this?

This is just going to make things more complicated than it is.

But hey, I am an . I have figured that out a while ago already.

After tossing and turning for a while, I turned to look at him. 

he passed out a long time ago already.

I can understand that he was really tired. 

" Sigh" I don't think I will be able to close an eye tonight.

I noticed the bed vibrate. 

I looked around and it was not my phone... it was his...

Looking over him on his nightstand there was no phone in sight.

Once again I heard the buzzing sound.

I slowly reached my hand under his pillow and pulled out his phone.

" Hello baby, sleeping yet?" 

" I am off now" read the messages...

I was shocked and honestly, I just wanted to punch him in the face right at that moment.

He told me he called things off with Sana...

Thank god that you can actually reply messages on iPhone without unlocking the screen. 

" Not yet" I replied to her on his phone.

" Can I come over?"

My heart was beating very fast. Should I be an and say yes?

" of course" I replied her text.

" I'll be there in 10 minutes" she replied without even asking for the room number.

And I suddenly thought of the toothbrush.

I quietly walked to the bathroom and looked in the garbage bin.

There was a toothbrush laying...

I dug it up just to find something even more disgusting.

I couldn't believe my eyes. 

there was a wrapper.

I felt anger and disappointment.

I guess that was my karma for not treating Soobin right.

I went to the room and changed back into my clothing. I felt utterly disgusted. 

How could he be such an ? 

Today when he was sick I felt concern for him with all my heart. I didn't want to see him suffer.

But why be upset about it... we are not together.

and I have made it clear to him that I was with Soobin now.

" Baby..." I heard the voice knock on the door.

My heart was racing. I looked at Jungkook and he was sleeping.

I walked over to him and tapped him.

" Hm... may..." I said in a sleepy voice.

" you have a guest," I said and he looked sleepy and confused. 

On normal days I would say it's cute but I was damn pissed.

I walk to the door as there was another knock and his phone starts vibrating.

At5 this point he is awake and looks at his phone.

" May" he calls out my name as I open the door.

And there she was.

" Sorry, I think I have the wrong room," she says to me.

" No, you don't" I reply to her as I walk out her. 

Jungkook appearing from behind and she looked confused.

" May" he called again but I just ran to my room which was luckily on the same floor.

He kept calling me and texting me.

But I decided to block him. I didn't need to hear any excuse,

It was none of my business.

He can do whatever he wants. 

There is nothing left between him and me.

I took my phone and texted Soobin.

" Good night and see you soon" 

he replied. 

" Goodnight, miss you"

For some reason I found myself crying. I just felt so hurt. 

How could someone just be so heartless? Is this what I deserved? 

I woke up the next morning and we got ready to move to Osaka by train. 

It was busy since we have so much and equipment that we need to move.

Taking a seat next to Deea.

" You look tired," she said and it was true. I cried my guts out and I am pretty sure I was dehydrating from all the crying.

I wanted to tell her what happened.

But then I felt like it would be mean.

But hell yeah. I am mean.

He is mean to me. I jolly well can be an back to him.

Deea taps my shoulder as I was draining in my own thoughts.

" Someone wants to talk with you," she said and Jungkook was standing next to here.

 " I don't want to talk with you," I said softly trying to remain, class since we have a wagon full of employees. 

Deea is looking back and forth at us and stood up from her seat.

" It's okay we have nothing to say to each other," I say and pull her arm as she sits down again.

" I think we do," Jungkook says softly.

" The only thing I have to say to you is please get room service if you going to have a different girl every night already," I said and Deea looks at me with wide eyes.

Jungkook looked at me and walked off. Looking pissed.

" That was a bit loud" Deea whispered to my ears and our colleagues are looking at us.

" Sorry..." I shipped but I was just too upset.

I consider myself a rather calm person but he has played me too much.

" what happened?" Deeas asked me.

" I went to check on him last night, and he asked me to stay... I decided to stay and later I heard his phone vibrate so I looked who it was "

" Who was it?" she asked

" Sana" 

" but doesn't mean they slept together"

" in the bathroom bin was a used toothbrush and a wrapper, as well she knew the room without having to ask the location or room number" I replied her