[ May Prologue ]

I had so many things in my head that I wanted to ask Mark. But it wasn't right for me to just talk about myself...

" I am fine..." I replied to him, I didn't want him to worry. I just needed someone at this moment. I was feeling so terrible. Jungkook just walked out on me and my best friend told me that I am using her.

" Why are you calling out of nowhere?" Mark asked in a curious voice.

" Just want to catch up. Its been very long" I replied and tried to smile to myself but I couldn't fight back my tears.

" Because someone has been busy as usual, what have you been up to?" 

" Just work" I replied 

" Are you in Korea?" he asked

" No... I am in Malta" I replied

" Malta??" 

" Uhm... for work" 

" Oh gosh... almost thought you went for honeymoon with that guy" he laughed over the phone.

" Oh, I wish" I answered and there was a slight pause.

" It's not going well for you 2?" he asked

" sigh... currently nothing is going well at all" I replied to him 

" What's wrong, you can tell me..." he said in a concerned voice. He is the only person that cared about me no matter how ty I was back to him.

" nothing... its just temporary stress" I lied to him as I didn't want him to worry and talking about myself made me feel selfish

" when you are ready to talk you can tell me" he replied and he knew that I was hiding something from him.

" I just found out that Sarah liked you," I told him and immediately regretted.

" I know..." he replied

" Why didn't it work out?" I asked as I was genuinely curious.

" Just like how you and I didn't work out" he replied and I did not know what to reply back to his statement.

There was a moment of silence.

" She is a decent girl" I added.

" She is not what I want, I want a girl t