[ May Prologue ]

I didn't think I would be going back to Korea that fast but yet I found myself on a plane to Seoul.

I remember the last time I left my home, my parents were sending me off and I had no worries at all. But this time I went to my parents' bedroom and looked at looked at my father holding my mother's hand. 

" I will be back soon," I said to them and both gave me a soft smile. I wish I could go back in time. I wish I could cure diseases. I wish I could have things go my way for once. 

I reached Seoul... it was August already and the wind was getting colder.

It was afternoon and raining heavy. I reached the apartment. It was super dusty. 

Checking my phone I saw Jungkoks message.

" I heard you are back" was his message and in my head, I was thinking " Yeah.. back to clean up your mess"

" Yes, going to rest early. I will go to the office very early tomorrow" I replied to him because I couldn't ignore him.

I was sitting on my sofa listening to music softly and the door rang. I knew he would come or at least I was hoping for him to come. 

I walked to the door and he was standing there looking sad.

" Come in," I asked him to come in

" Thank you" he looked gloomy

He took a seat on the couch and I sat next to him looking at him.

" Everything okay?" I asked

" I guess you heard the news already?"

" Yes, that's why I am here. Tomorrow we will have a meeting about the press conference. The reporters are going to be tough on you" 

" I see," He said softly

" Let's keep it low profile" I replied

" What to tell Mr. Bang?" he asked

" I think we should tell him that nothing is going on, so he doesn't worry," I said

He just nodded.  

" How is your schedule tomorrow?" I asked him

" We have recording session from early mo