Secret Plan
Private Library - Do I need you?" May..." He walked closer to me.
So close I could see the fog from his warm breath.
" It's okay you don't need to feel pity for me. I just wanted to settle this for once and for all. I don't want to give myself false hopes when you smile at me walking past in the hallway or..." he reached his warm hands to my cheeks.
" I still love you, he said and leans towards to kiss me.
It was a long peck on the lips that made me feel all fuzzy inside.
" Jungkook, I said his name and he cut me
" It's okay... we both made mistakes in the past. Let's try to make this work" he said and I just wanted to melt.
He said everything I dreamed of hearing.
He hugs me.
" I am sorry, for not being there for you earlier."
Processing of what just happened.
I was speechless.
That was it?
All this time should I just said this to him? To settle all this push and pull for the past year?
" Lets' go back home, you will get sick," he said and it made me feel so happy inside because he was worried for me.
But what did he mean by home?
" Are you hungry?" he asked while we walked to his place.
" No" I replied even tho I was. But I didn't want to interrupt anything that was happening or was going to happen (huehuehue)
We stood across each other in the lift and tried to avoid eye contact.
My heart was beating so fast.
I was happy.
He held the door open for me and after that helped me hang my coat.
It was nice and warm inside.
" Wine?" he asked
" Yes" I smiled and took a seat on the sofa. Looking down into that bench.
He got back to me and hands me a glass and sits down.
We both took a sip. I took the glass out of his hand and placed it on the table.
I pulled him unto the sofa and laid in his arms. He tightened his embrace.
I felt safe.
" Do you think you made the right choice?" I asked him
" About?"
" Me?"
" Yes, I am sure" he replied and kisses me gently.<
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