**Author Note** YO! I am back. 

Went to China and got sick. Food poison and fever.

If I don't appear after this chapter means I died and I wish to inherit this story to my cat. ( I don't even own a cat)

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[ Mayling Prologue ]

I was driving full speed crying. 

I know I should have been calmer. But I don’t know why I got upset so fast.

Why do I keep running away from difficult situations?

is it my pride?

Or am I, in general, a coward?

Is it because I think I am just fine without him?

When I was in college I read a study about how households with working women are less likely to be successful than those where the wife is a stay at home one and I totally understand why now. 

I am just independent. I am not used to compromising.

I am only used to having things go my way and if not I would tell them to off. 

Perhaps why I lack friends. perhaps that's why Sarah didn't keep up with me.

I parked on the side of the high way.

I was exhausted.

I looked at my phone and it was 4 am and I had 13 miscalled from Jungkook.

I whipped my tears and called him back.

” Hello” he picked up almost instantly.

” I am sorry” I replied to him in a shaky voice 

“ I am sorry too, where are you?” He replied

” I don’t know, somewhere on a high way” I replied. 

I wish he could just come out and get me b