[ Mayling Prologue ]

I looked at him. I didn't say anything because I was scared that those might be the last words I would ever get to say to him. 

Do you ever have that feeling when you look at someone and they they are not what you thought they would be? That was what I was feeling right now in this moment. I couldn't read his mind anymore. I don't know what he is thinking of me... I don't even know what he is thinking of me.

Realizing that made me think more. Looking at the sun setting over the Han river. How I will miss this view...

" Mayling... what do you want??" he looked at me. His voice sounded calmer than before. Yet, it still sounded a bit impatient. However, him saying my name gave me shivers.

There was so many different thoughts in my head. I wanted to shout at him and be angry. Why can't he show me more affection? Does he really have no more feelings for me anymore? Is this going to be that we end things? Is this going to be the end for once and for all?

" I know you are tired from your flight, I shouldn't have bothered you" I inhaled and blinked a few times to clear my eyes. I took the first step turning around because I know that there would be no more going back after this. I know I will regret this moment. 

" YAH!!!" he shouted at me and I heard the small velvet box flying thru the air. I was surprised. 

I looked into Jungkooks eyes and he looked mad. Furious. 

I was speechless. I looked at him with wide eyes as he got up.

" Can you stop running away?? As soon as things don't go the way you want them to go, you start to run away from them" he shouted and me and somehow he was right. I had my hand at the door handle already. I could feel him being only a few steps behind me. 

I was just frozen, with a strong grip on the handle. One part of me wanted to run home and another wanted to turn around and hug him. Telling him how much I love him... How much I have missed him. 

But I was just frozen. H