Hot Mocha Please
Private Library - Do I need you?[ May Prologue ]
I tried to act normal and that the words he said did not affect me.
He looked at me and smiled.
He had one of those innocent kind smiles.
"Did I say or do something wrong?" he asked.
" No" I put on my best fake smile.
He picks up the glass of water I have placed for him on the table and takes a sip looking at me.
For some reason, we didn't speak much but just had a lot of glances at each other.
" Sorry for causing you trouble, I am going to head back firs-"
" No, you didn't" I replied to him before he could finish his sentence.
He sat back down into the couch and once again looked at me.
He was truly handsome and tall.
I shouldn't be fantasizing so much about him... he was younger than me.
" Do you drink often?" he asked.
" I guess I use to... I enjoy drinking alone." I replied to him and he nodded his head softly.
" I guess, I can join you in the future"
"Uhm..." I didn't know how to respond to that because I was worried it would go into an inappropriate direction.
Not that I didn't want that but I was just confused.
Especially with the fact that Jungkook is going out dating other girls while I have my stomach sliced open.
I was just in a confusing stage. I shouldn't do anything risky.
Right?
"... I guess you could" I replied and was internally slapping myself.
He reaches out his hand towards me and points his pinky to me.
" promise?"
I was hesitant but then also took out my hand.
"Promise"
" Give your number," I ask him.
" Why?" he asked.
" So you can tell me if you got home safely" I replied and he nodded.
I am not going to ruin this boy, was the thought that kept running around in my head.
He got up and I walked him out.
I walked back into my home and it felt empty. Well, it was sort of empty.
But just the lack of life. Made it feel lonely.
I took out my phone to google a picture of Sana. I had to get a closer look.
Praying to god that she would be ugly.
But no she was really pretty.
Talented.
Can dance.
3 things that I can't
All this self-doubt was rushing to m
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