I Am Yours
Private Library - Do I need you?I was laying in bed wide awake. I turned to the side and saw the morning sun hit his face softly.
There was no more turning back from this... I have hurt him too much. His eyes looked broken and sad. Never did I expect to make such an impact on someone’s life.
Getting out of bed as soft as possible I walked to close the curtain. Making the room pitch black.
I looked at him and moved his hair away from his eyes. His hair was long and messy. (Totally referring to Jungkooks long hair period in September/October 2019)
He didn’t notice what I did to him at all. I leaned to him and kissed him in the forehead and got out his place.
I reached my hotel room and sat down on the working desk. I couldn’t lie down. All I could do was sit stiffly. I wanted to think about what was happening but my mind was not able to be still. It was running wild and I could not focus on a single thing.
I decided to take a hot bath, calming my muscles and nerves. And what is ever left of it.
Why cant it be like in dramas. Where everything just happens according to a nice story line with happy ending?
My phone vibrated and I reached out.
The caller ID surprised me.
”hello Sejin” I replied softly still laying in the bathtub. My realxastion just went down the drain.
” I heard you are in Korea” he sounded enthusiastically and I was surprised on how fast news travel in this small peninsula.
” Yes, I am” I replied and finally I didn’t lie.
” Could you come by big hit, Mr. bang would like to see ou and you can help with Jungkooks surprise party”
“what time?” I replied and asked.
“ you can come any time now, before he wakes up is even better”
“okay” I replied
I should go... I should be a good girlfriend, fiancé or what ever I am.
i should try harder for him. Just how he tried for me...
I got out of the tub and got dressed in a simple flower too and jeans, paired with black open toe heels.
I took a cab to the Bighit wen I got a msg from Jungkook.
“Where are you”
”went to change clothes, see you for dinner??” I lied again but also not to ruin the surprise
“ okay, I love you” he repl
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