Yejin's POV 

What the heck is he thinking doing such a thing in public? Is he stupid? He's not even wearing a disguise. AISH! I'm supposed to stop this. I should push him away. BUT WHY THE HELL AM I KISSING HIM BACK?! I mentally slapped myself. I pulled away when I heard someone clear his throat. I was now gasping for air desperately. 

"What do you think you're doing?" I hissed at him. 

Well this was definitely embarrassing. EISH! This idiot. Kissing me in public and he didn't even bother to wear a disguise. The nerve! Does he want his precious shawols to murder me?! FREAKING IDIOT! 

"I'm sorry." He said. "But I'm not about to let you go yet." He took my hand and almost everyone there was crowding around us. 

UGH! I really hate this kind of attention. Its so embarrassing. Waaah! 

" Aish… KEY. Pleast don't wait for me." I said pleading with him already. I held his hand which was holding me and faced his palm upwards as I took off the ring he gave me. "Take it back." I whispered. 

I knew that if I ever end up with him… I'll get murdered. And as of now I am not ready for such things. I need time. I'm freaking inexperienced! I have never loved a person as a lover. Heck! I never even had crushes before. That's how antisocial I became. 

"I can't promise you I wont wait Yejin." He said with sadness coating his words. 

"Please Key. I'm not worth it." I said to him. 

I'm not worth it because I don't even know my value. I don't even know if anyone cared as much as I cared for them. And it hurts me to see these five guys standing here before me with this undefined feelings I have. I want to get away from it. Yes, I am running away. I'm a coward. Call me anything you want. But I'm doing what I want to do. Then I remembered the letter I gave to Onew. 

YAH! PABO DUBU OPPA! 

Take care for me arraso? I don't know if you do care but most of the time it seems like you don't. I care for you even if you say I'm cold and distant for you guys always. Its just that, I grew up alone like this. And I didn't know anything else on socializing with other people. I love to take risks but loving and caring for another person to get hurt is a risk I would never want to do again. I've been through that three times. And no. I never had a boyfriend. Three times you ask? Who? Its you. Taemin. Mom and dad. I love and care for you but it seems like I always get the bad end of this family. Wanna know why I want to leave? One is because I want to succeed in photography and becoming a designer. Two, because I want to start a new life. Without all that awkwardness. Three, I always had the bad luck and the bad end of the family. So I decided to leave. As far away as possible from you guys. Jinki, if you knew what I went through, you'd also want me to leave. Trust me on this. I don't want to tell you because I don't want to disturb you as much as I have already. Please just understand why I'm doing this. It hurts me so much. I love you. Seriously, take care of yourself. I don't want you in harms way. Anyway, on the brighter note. Congrats to finally crossing over to debut in Japan. Hwaiting! Oh yeah. Gifts are hereeee in the box. Just look for one more thing. I got you a BB Gun. Just go look for it where ever. Clue : My  <3 

Love, 

The Dongsaeng That Hates You The Most - Jessica Yejin Lee 

Tears started to roll down from my eyes. I quickly wiped them away. The intercom in the airport announced that it was time for boarding. 

"Minaheyo~ I'll be going now." I said dragging my luggage along towards the ground stewardess and into the tube to the plane. 

I looked back once and I could see Taemin crying in Onew's arms. 

Taemin's POV 

She's gone. She's really gone. I cried in Onew hyung's arms. I didn't want to see her leave. I don't want her to leave. But she did. I really hope she does well and comes back home soon. 

Jonghyun's POV 

She really left us. I read the letter she said she gave us when we reached home. 

DINOHEAD JJONG! 

Kekekeke~ I hope you find the right girl for you. I know she's just there waiting for you. TAKE CARE you . I'll miss our little fights. As much as I hated you, I had fun fighting with you every single day. Oh! That reminds me, tell Angel that I will send over the photobook to her. Don't bring Key too much trouble, arraso? I don't want him to breakdown one of these days because of over fatigue. Don't teach anything stupid to Taemin. He's already too much to handle as it is. Anyway, cheer up Key for me once in a while. I know you're really close and such so I'm betting you know how to cheer him up. Anyway, look for a gift that has your name printed on it. Here's the clue on where to find it : 

I like hate heights but I went there to hide. You hugged me and we had our truce. 

Well, THAT is freaking obvious already. I hope you like my gifts to you. Thank you Jonghyun for everything. ^_^ 

Love, 

You're Dearest Enemy - Jessica Yejin Lee

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Author's Notes : HERE'S AN UPDATE! I finally fixed our damn internet connection. kekekeke~ As promised. I will update you guys with five chapters today. I'm working on the second chapter right now. :)