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Miu’s POV

‘Park Miu’ a voice behind me calls, I thought it was Gikwang at first, but by that tone, it couldn’t be. Speaking of which, I hadn’t thought about Gikwang since…I last texted him…yesterday? I turned to my name to find a pale boy in a scruffy uniform far back from me. His black hair was dirty and messy, he looked half asleep and there were large black bags under his eyes. It was like the first time seeing someone who always looked happy and…Gikwang?

I focused my eyes, is it really? ‘G-Gikwang?’ I asked, suddenly aware of who was behind me. Doojoon, knowing how weird it must have been for him to see that, me and Doojoon…talking. Maybe he didn’t see? How did he get behind me? Did I not even notice him? The corpse like looking Gikwang takes a step towards me, almost as if he couldn’t walk properly. As I stared deeper into his eyes, I began to get scared. He looked like a  mummy, like he hadn’t slept in years. He looked like he was angry…like he was glaring. I know I’m always so mean to him, but I wasn’t and would never be prepared for an angry Gikwang. I could never have imagined it because he’s also so sweet and loyal. Maybe I’m over thinking.

‘Gikwang, what happened to you? You look terrib-‘

‘Don’t pity me’ he snaps at me. I swear I flinched and right there, when he said that so harshly, it hurt. I guess I wasn’t overthinking…why is he angry? I suddenly felt so guilty, and had completely forgotten about Doojoon behind me. Gikwang took a quick glance at him, and back at me. ‘W-why are you like this…’ I muttered, looking at the ground. He was starting to intimidate me.

‘Why amI like this?’ he said glaring at me, with emphasis on the i. in a way I felt guilty, in another way I pitied him, he really looked horrible . I didn’t know what to say, all I knew was that I felt…bad. ‘Where the hell were you yesterday?’ He asks with narrowing eyes, everytime closer to me. He looked pissed, and then it suddenly hit me. Where I was? Gikwang wasn’t angry at me, he was worried about me. ‘I..I was-‘

‘She was with me’ Doojoon says next to me, he sharply says it like he’s proud of it. Like he wanted to rub it into his face that I was with him, and not with Gikwang. I swear I should have stepped on his foot, because it made everything worse. EVERYTHING worse. Gikwang looked like someone had shattered him into pieces, the look in his eyes was…horrible. He looked so upset. And then, without thinking, the least believable words came out of my mouth ‘Gikwang it’s not like that, I just-‘

‘No, I see exactly how it is’ he says glaring at me deeply. I felt like it was burning a hole through me. Gikwang why are you being so misunderstanding…’Let me at least explain, I-‘ I started, but he didn’t wanna hear it.
‘While I was out all night, killing myself looking for you…you were cozily relaxing with him?’ He says releasing his eyes from me, to once glare at Doojoon, who was smirking at Gikwang, he nods. ‘Gikwang, I didn’t know th’ I said ‘I thought someone took you Miu’ he said slowly. There was such dull, pain in his eyes. I felt like collapsing, like crying in his arms. I’d never felt so guilty to the fact that Gikwang really was up all night…looking for me. ‘I thought…’ He drifts off, and looks at the ground. It was right then that I  was going to burst into an apology. ‘You’re obviously fine’ he said, almost sounding relieved.  I knew he didn’t mean it, I knew he didn’t want to be that way. He looked in such pain, but it wasn’t because I didn’t get back to him, it was because it was Doojoon who saved me. ‘Looks like he took great care for you’ it felt like he was pushing me away, I hated. ‘Gikwang…we didn’t do anything, he-‘

‘I don’t really care what you two did’ he said. So simply. With a slight smile, and just like that, it felt like a punch in the face. I felt like my heart was breaking…because the way he said it, I believed it. I believe he  really didn’t care. ‘It’s none of my business’ he says. With another good look at my eyes, Gikwang turns around and walks away in the opposite direction. Just like that. I wanted to cry. The last thing I wanted, was Doojoon attempting to comfort me. I fell to the ground on my knees, and instantly tears just began to stream out. It was like a crash of everything. The fact that I was leaving, my parents, Gikwang. Everything was coming back to me right now. ‘Miu’ Doojoon said. He didn’t touch me but stood behind me. ‘Go’ I said quietly, hoping he would understand the first time. Obviously, he didn’t. ‘I’m sorry… I didn’t think he would be like this, can’t I just-‘

‘LEAVE!’ I shouted. I clamped my eyes hard and automatically let my tears droop down, my loud sobs echo the hallway that was now empty. I hear him getting up and walking down, away.

I was alone again. I guess It’ll be like this until I leave to Busan. I’m sorry Gikwang.

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