Haneul’s POV

“Let me see your arm!!!” He shouted, trying to pull me up.

“PLEASE LET ME HELP YOU!!!” I cried, hugging his knees, begging him.

“We’ll talk later!!” He pulled me up forcefully.

I was a crying mess. I did not even feel like bothering about my arm at all. My skin can peel for all I care.

“Does it hurt?” He asked gently as he washed my arm over cold water.

I shook my head despite the fact it hurt like crazy.

“Liar.” I heard him mutter under his breath.

“Like you.” I mumbled.

He looked up at me. I pulled my arm away from him and walked off.

“I’m not done!” He yelled.

“I DON’T CARE!!!” I yelled back.

His eyes widened. I must have shocked him.

“I GIVE NO ABOUT THIS!!!” I smack my palm against the wound.

My scalded skin peeled off and blood started flowing like a spoilt tap.

“Oh my god~ Oh my god~” Junhyung kept mumbling as he pressed a piece of cloth against my arm.

It was so painful I had no idea I was crying.

“We need to go to the hospital.” He said, dragging me out.

“I’m not going!” I pushed him away with my good arm.

“HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND!? YOU’LL DIE IF YOU KEEP BLEEDING LIKE THIS!” He yelled, glaring hard at me.

“Yes! I have lost my mind! Yes!” I yelled back.

“Alright! Alright! I’ll do anything you say!” He frowned.

“Really? You’ll see the doctor?” I asked.

“Yes! Okay? Are you happy? Can we get your arm treated now!?” He sounded unhappy, but at least he was going to give it a try.

I nodded.

He said nothing, except drag me by my arm, shoved me into the car and sped to the hospital. The doctor treated me while he waited outside. I walked out to find him spacing out.

“Junroro~” I called out as I walked towards him.

“Does it hurt a lot?” He asked, holding me as thou afraid I would fall.

“It’s fine.” I smiled.

“You scared the hell out of me with the blood and all~” He sighed.

“I’m sorry.” I apologized.

“I should be the one apologizing. I was the one who went crazy and pushed you.” He said.

“This is nothing, as long as you are willing to seek help.” I said.

He smiled and kissed me on my cheek, but I know inside he was not feeling happy at all.

***
As promised, he went with me to the clinic I researched on. The psychiatrist did some test on him that left him really exhausted after that. He was left to rest on the couch while I spoke to the psychiatrist.

“Honestly, he seems perfectly fine to me. He knows it when he snaps, and he even tries to control. There is sure something that has caused him to become like this, but we just don’t know what it is. I wouldn’t classify him as a mentally ill, but then again there’s something about his mental state that we have to look out for.” He said.

“That’s… confusing.” I said.

“Exactly. He is in a state of confusion, but he is not mad.” He said.

“How can we help?” I asked.

“He can only help himself. I can give him medication to calm his emotions, I can set weekly appointments with him to keep track of his state, but that’s about all. He is normal, after all.” He said.

I turned to look at Junhyung who was asleep on the couch.

“All he needs is time. What happened wasn’t something minor. Both of you need time.” He said.

I nodded. I took his medication and set an appointment date for him before going to wake him up.

“Junroro~ Wakey~ Sleep in the car~” I shook him lightly.

He shook his head and snuggled his face against the couch. The doctor laughed, but I was a little embarrassed.

“Yah~ Wake up~ You’re in public.” I whispered to him, smacking his .

“Huh?” He opened his eyes, staring at me blankly.

“Wake up. Let’s go home.” I said.

“Home?” He asked, confused.

“Yes. This is not your home, if you did not realize.” I laughed.

He looked around, and then shot up.

“I’m so sorry!” He bowed to the psychiatrist.

“It’s fine, Junhyung sshi. I’m glad my couch is comfortable enough to send you into such a deep sleep.” He smiled.

Junhyung’s cheeks were bright red.

“Was it very exhausting?” I asked when we were in the lift.

He smiled weakly at me.

“It’s okay~” He said.

I looked at him, unconvinced.

"Alright, it was. He asked me so much. It felt like someone stretched their hand into my brain and squeezed out all the information they wanted from me, and then threw me aside." He said with a sigh.

I felt so sorry that he had to go through something like that. 

“Are you hungry? What do you feel like eating?” I asked.

“Your choice.” He said.

“No, no~ You choose. You’re the king today.” I said.

“Only today?” He raised his eyebrow at me.

“Ahh no~ You’re always the king of Junroro land~” I said.

“Junroro land!” He burst into laughter.

I miss his laughter so much~