" Jungkook," I said breathlessly.

I felt like I just ran a marathon or I hiked a freaking mountain or something. I could feel myself getting dizzy. I was not able to bring out any words from my mouth. My mind was just not able to focus. Once again. I just had all these thoughts running over my head.

Nothing made sense.

Taking a deep breath, I took the courage to turn around and look at him. Into his eyes that looked like he had been in pain. 

I had a cold chill run over my body. I felt cold. 

But something just didn't add up for me. I don't know why he was sad. I don't give him the right to be sad about this situation.

For the past months, almost half a year he has ignored me. 

And here we are standing in front of each other days before I was planning to leave this country forever. 

I wanted to go away and never have to see him again. Not because I hated him. But because I couldn't stand the thought that he did not fight for me. The thought that he was able to leave me after all those words I said to him. 

That he never turned around for a moment to stop me when I left. 

He didn't believe in us. He didn't want to work things out, even tho for the past years we struggled to make it work. He just gave up.

But then why was he here now? Does he want to hurt me more than he already did? 

I know it's not just his fault but life is just easier when you blame the other person.

He is just as wrong as I was. 

" Why are you leaving?" he repeated and I just felt myself sigh. It never felt harder speaking before.

" I have no more work-related business here, I should go back to my family" I replied to him. I know I sounded could but I didn't want to sugarcoat the harsh truth. He is a grown man and can take the facts.

" so you just saw me a work-related business?" he started to look upset.

" you know what I saw in you" I replied and was surprised by his response. He still